& I'm Full of Contradictions... ~F@RN@~

updatesss!!

2008-08-10T17:13:00.001+08:00

hey y'all! plz pardon my loooong absence.. bt nonetheless dis blog of mine is stil undead. hehh.. juz tt i've been bz or plain lazy 2 update. (aftall its my blog wat, so i'll blog wheneva i feel lyk it uh! hee =p..)

laz fri met up 4 dinner w d usual b clanners (me, rasha, fiza, naj n feez) n @ d usual plc, kpg glam.. initially naj suggested simpang bedok bt it's kinda far 4 me n rasha so we settled @ kpg glam instead. so wen feez msged us abt d chg of venue which sounded lyk dis "ohkay.ni abg afeez nak bagi latest update........" n my reply was "eh abg afeez pantat lu la nyah!", even fiza replied "mamposs!".. suke ati ko la feez, wateva u lyk. so me n fiza did some catchin' ups while waitin d rez 2 come @ kpg glam. den we ordered our dinner n had our usual 'sharing session'. feez bought dis majalah perkahwinan n we came across a bride's makeup which is quite horrible i muz say, fiza saw it 1st n feez was lyk "eh sungguhtidak.com!" n fiza said: tu lah! ko da cek out website (sungguhtidak.com) tuh??!!!. roflsss!! aft our dinner naj came up w dis idea of eatin durian @ bugis village. so off we went, bt apparently d stall moved 2 d temp mkt @ rochor rd so we had 2 patah balek. naj, fiza n rasha went 2 choose d durians. so feez did his job of openin d durians, n my gdness, d 'flesh' is soo yellow n 'thick', seriusly damn nice. we bought 6 durians (3 for $10), n lemme tell u dis, by d 3rd or 4th durian we were alr 'high'. n i mean ea n evry1 of us, all behaving lyk drunkards!! der were lotsa so called inside jokes tt i dun tink i hv all d tym in d world 2 pen it down!
randomly, dese r a few la:
- bsk cek satu2 nye seluar(which is supposed 2 b suara, nt seluar!)
- lepas mkn durian minom coke pn cantek, trus mampos
- ader byk air kat dlm 'botol' biru tu(d 'barrel' tt is filled w water 4 us 2 wash our hands), ko nganga jela aku bleh tlg bukak kn
- ko igt pengantin je bleh pose mcm gitu, org lepas mkn durian pn bleh hokay, cume takde fotographer/cameraman jer!
- korg jgn balek sampai ni durian smue abes eh!, tak abes takleh balek!
- si dektu(referin' 2 feez) lagi carefree, busok2 pn majalah je tertinggal, confirm dier da balek nih!
- tu ar, lau kiter takan nak gi cuci tangan bwk beg skali kan, npk sgt la nak cabot!
- skali dier(feez) belik coke yg 1.5l eh, suro dier togok sesorgs, aku blom taubat lagi!
- skg ni campaign 'if u drink, dont drive' kn, aku rase dorg nak kene uat campaign baru, seasonally uh, 'if u durian, dont drive'!
- aku rase durian ni da kene spike dgn XO ar

tink tt's all i can rmb rite nw. on sat mornin fiza msged us sayin "i swear m hvg durian hangover!", tell me abt it, m stil feelin d aftmath of eatin durian! we were laffin our harts out d whole nite, n i had 2 control sum of my laffters 2 avoid snorting lyk tt tym wen shem was tellin us her umrah's story! bt lyk wat naj said: it(snorting) runs in d clan!

ok here r sum overdue pix.. njoysing! =p

farah's laz day of werk...

dinner @ jb w fam, aunty, uncle n cuzzies...

feez's 21st bday...

qis's n charmaine's laz day of werk...

out w gerlfrens, fyza n izda...

taj's laz day of werk...

iras's playgrd w fiza n syida...

taj's n naz's farewell dinner...

aminah n me...

nusrullss, syida, fizah, fiza n me along haji lane...

"with friends like these, who needs purple pills?!!"
xoxo

dose of ur own medicine

2008-05-04T23:56:00.001+08:00

oh mann.. its been ages (ok bedek seh! hee..) since i laz updated dis blog of mine. blame it on d poor signal/network, if u noe wat i mean. heh.. lyf has been gd. no drastic chges or anth lyk tt. laz fri d b clan had a bday mit up 4 rasha. we headed 2 el-sheikh. its been quite sumtym since we laz dine in der, n d svc cldnt gt anymore worse! m nt gona elaborate much on it, juz so guys noe tt it feels lyk throwing a huge tantrum, n it doesnt help wen u r famished. den we settled @ kpg glam 4 our usual teh tarik session. der was an event called "balik kpg" gg on along tt strecth, 4 which i suggest, lets nt even gt der. bt nevatheless, we had fun n d usual 'adat' (reads: tradition) of b clanners 2 gt high aft 9/9.30pm. wonder wat dey add 2 d tehs....

anw, i juz wana highlite smth. i've said dis b4 n m gona say it again. if der's anth tt i said or did offend u, plz cum/approach me PERSONALLY n tell me abt it. i'd reali2 appreciate tt. instead of tellin my mistakes 2 a 3rd party (n esp if d 3rd party hv smth against me 4 wateva reason/s). coz i go by dis ruling: u nv tell, i'll nv noe. if u dun tell me wher i went wrong, den i wld hv nv known.
so as much as i've hurt u, u've hurt me d same. so we considered even nw, yess??

n 2 d 3rd party, nth u say can affect me anymore. i've decided nt 2 let ppl of d less importance in my lyf destroy my self confidence. i hvnt been d best of a person n m fully aware of it. n if i were 2 b judge by my imperfections, tts juz too bad. i dun hv 2 defend myself, coz u r in absolutely no position 2 judge me. its soo much easier 2 counter attack (w harsh n snide remarks) den to juz forgive. bt i choose 2 forgive u 4 all d unpleasant tings u said coz m a strong believer in karma n i wld prefer 2 let nature takes its course. Tuhan maha adil.
hv u gt a dose of ur own medicine??

n to Hafizah Bte Razali, i noe tt u said "der's no nid 2 thank me la gerl, tts wat frens r 4", stil i reali wana thank u fr d bottom of my hart 4 bein der juz wen i need it. coz u taught me d real meanin of 'a fren in need is a fren indeed'. juz 1 u 2 noe tt i treasure u lots n hvg tt said, i lurph u fyza!! hehe =p
"dlm persahabatan mesti ada keikhlasan; jgn kecil hati, jgn ambil hati & jgn simpan dlm hati"

ok ppl dun bother asking me wat izit all abt. coz i plan 2 kip it b/n me n fyza only. no names mentioned here coz i dun wan 2 'open up' otha ppl's flaw/s. lyk i've said b4, no one's perfect. so lets juz end it here la k. we get wat we giv aftall. i had mine, u had urs.

teh tariks, y'all!

ok m off 4 nw. nytes! =)

ritha's 21st bday bash pix

2008-04-20T02:53:00.002+08:00

ok guys. here r d pix durin ritha's 21st bday bash. sori its nt in orderly manner. m sooo slpy n tired rite nw n i juz cldnt b bothered 2 adjust2 d pix accordingly. its been a long day la. c, tho m tired bt i stil upload all dis 4 u guys, so don complain hokay.

n nt forgettin...

HEPI belated(18 apr) BERFDAY BAPAK!!! my beloved grandpa..

HEPI 24th BERFDAY RASHA!!!

ok im knocking off nw. nytes!

payback (stories) tym!!

2008-04-12T02:13:00.001+08:00

woots!! its been long since i laz updated uh. okok. plz bear w me hokay??! if u cant, DEN U R MOZ WELCUM 2 LEAVE! anw, gt bek a coupla hrs ago. went 2 chill @ arab st w d iras gerls n coincidently met naj, feez, rasha whu coincidently met shem n kak lili (ok. soo many coincidentalss lar kann, hehh.) accompanied fizah 2 suntec coz she wana go threading, den we WALKED 2 arab st (amazingly nurul agreed 2 tt! rofls.) camwhoring @ d usual 'popular' spot n settled @ kpg glam cafe 4 our dinner. fiza n nurul cldnt finish deir meal, reali (lain kali order la lagi nasi grg kpg pedas GILER yer. lol.) bt i tink tts nt d main reason y dey cldnt finish it la.

der was a major blackout @ iras on mon. n we were told 2 report werk only @ 10am. so we sat @ ljs while d gerls had deir breakfast. den d announcemt came sayin tt we r nt allowed 2 on d coms n all tt shit. we sat 4 only less den 15 mins wen we were told 2 report @ 12 instead, bez kepe ulang alek takde keje?!! so we ended up chilling @ each-a-cup, sq 2. bt d bez part is, tho we only werked 4 5hrs tt day, we gt paid 4 full day la eks! hee.

laz fri met up w half of d b clan. dined @ al majlis. we had a gd laff (of coz it goes w 'hott' storylines n randomness! rofls) tt nite aft soo long of nt mitin up. den our usual teh tarik chill out session @ kpg glam.

nnnnn, i learned smth new abt myself recently. laz wed i woke up w a stomachache. a reali bad 1. so i tot i juz needed 2 pass motion n it'll b ok. bt NO. it gt worst instead! it was reali an excrutiating pain on my lower abdomen tt m hvg difficulties 2 even walk fr d toilet 2 my rm (which usuali takes less den 30 secs??) gosh. it was reali2 painful ah, even hvg a v bad diarrhea cldnt justify d pain seh. bt amazingly i forced myself 2 shower n gt ready 4 werk. b4 leavin d hse i took 2 caplets of panadol actifast (ACTIFAST mind u). i was hunching all d way n walked v slowly, very (tink even d tortoise is faster den me!). coz if i were 2 go any faster den tt, it feels lyk segala2nye mcm nak terburai uh (reads: evryting's comin/spillin/splurtin, wateva, out!) sumpa tak bedek ar! tot of takin half day, bt gues wat. i managed 2 survived d whole day la eh! so lesson learned: I NEVA KNEW MY ENDURANCE LVL IS TT HIGH! comin fr a v impatient gerl n dis kind of a person, tell me hw contradictin can i gt??!

werkin has been fun n gd so far. stress, bt stil can control. d only 1 ting tt can kill d wits outta u is dividends ar. tu mmg maha kebabian ah.
durin lunch juz nw nurul was tellin me abt her convo w fiza regardin my eye candy, whu btw is a taiwanese actor/singer, literally. nurul gt an eye candy whu's a ceena too, so i told her, "@ laz fiza cant say tt a chinese monster is takin me away coz u had ur eyes on a chinese guy too" (n nurul tot tt i meant sum1 werkin @ iras!). so wen she asked fiza (on d fon tt nite, i tink) "if he's a taiwanese actor, den y is he werkin @ iras??" fiza was kinda lost 4 a moment uh n said "nurul, he's literally a taiwanese actor lar!" so i was lyk "gosh. nurul. stupidity doesnt hv 2 go w a barf lar!" wat was she tinkin??! lolified. nvm. more pix'll b up soon! heh.

i wana BLOGGG!!

2008-04-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

oh gosh. i soooo wana blogggggg!!! bt m reali tired n even my fingers refuse 2 cooperate! soon k, soooonnnn... =/

summ it up!!

2008-03-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

as promised. here it goes...

Mon:
gt bek fr msia ard 8+pm. rec'd msgs fr fiza n bans (same name), replied dem n off i wen 2 'settle' all d stuff tt we bought n unpack my bag. damn tired lyk anth, n fiza reminded me tt we r startin werk tmr! gahhh...

Tues:
d v 1st day of werk. supposed 2 mit ard 8.10am @ novena stn, me, fiza n syidah were late. on our v 1st day, thk u v much. too bad nurul n d otha fizah had 2 wait 4 us. hehh.. 1st day was ok uh. nth much only a bit slpy. nurul gt transferred 2 a diff division, leavin d 4 of us. durin our trainin, d trainer told us tt we'll hv 2 sit 4 2 quizzes, tmr n wed. so we were lyk "tmr n wed?? wats d diff eh??!" so he actuali meant tmr n thu la kann.. our werkin hr is fr 8.30-5 whereas nurul's 8.30-5.30, so we waited 4 her 2 finish n headed hm.

Wed:
in d mornin we had our 1st quiz. nt tt bad la. coz its an open bk (or more lyk open notes??) n d 4 of us were discussin lyk nobody's biz! we had our lunch @ LJS novena sq. n i fell aslp durin d aftnoon trainin. fizah n i were lyk "wen he talk only ngantok (reads: slpy) seh, biler dier tak bobal tak ngantok plak!".

fizah, nurul, fiza, syidah & me.

Thu:
anotha quiz in d mornin. dis topic reali blood sucking coz dere's a coupla computatns tt we had 2 werk on. (hahh! me n figures dont go hand in hand fyi. bt i luv $ tho. i mean whu doesnt??!) supposedly we had 2 hand up d scripts @ 10.30 bt moz of us completed it only at 11.30! did i mention it was blood sucking?? had our lunch @ fork n spoon, novena sq 2. dey serve nice fd dere. bt nw lyk no hope 4 all 5 of us 2 go lunch 2getha lyk we used to (wil tell u y shortly. hehh.) we gt separated in2 3 grps. fizah n syidah in d same grp whereas me n fiza gt in2 diff grps. n so we were trained on d front end screening. n we were msg-ing ea otha simply coz its soo supa dry (d trainin i mean) n seriusly i was tellin fiza "maha ngantok lar seh!" (reads: supa dupa slpy!). its hard 2 fall aslp wen all eyes r on u n it doesnt help tt m sittin rite in front (its a rectangular table, so m sittin lyk sumwher @ d width??) wher evryting i do is v much obvious n see-able.

Fri:
anotha round of trainin in d mornin, on d same topic stil. ate @ d lvl 2 canteen. den we went 2 a so called 'chill out area' @ lvl 3. nt bad uh d plc, only lyk gt no aircon lyk tt (or m d 1 tt didnt feel it??), soo d v hott u noe! lain kali pasang aircon eh! hehh.. n ltr in d aftnoon we were divided again in2 diff grpings la kann. n as usual fizah n syidah in d same grp, so again me n fiza in diff grps (lyk wat i told fiza, "aku n ko bleh nangis lar eks!"). n i tink i'll b d 1 tt has 2 shed a lil bit more tears coz my lunchtym's fr 12-1, nurul's 12.30-1.30 n d remainin 3, 1-2. haizz.. bt on a happier note, @ d v liz we all wil b werkin @ d multi purpose hall ah, so can stil gelek2 2 werk n c ea otha. compared 2 sum1 whu's @ lvl 4 lar kann! (*hint hint* tt sum1 refers 2 d person whu gt transferred 2 a diff div la eks. hee.) n we gt dis idea of tapao-ing fd fr hm evry mon. so we'll c hw it goes la kann nx wk, w all d adjmts in lunch timings.
n nx wk'll b d officially keje rabak mcm nak mamposs coz its gona b REAL werk baybeh.

d so called 'chill out area'...

ltrs bebs..

2008-03-29T03:40:00.002+08:00

i'll update tmr nite kays. since i reali2 gt distracted, 2 d xtreme.

"We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs."

updates..

2008-03-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

ok ppl, i noe its tym 4 sum updates. i gues i'll hv 2 blog lyk hw fyza did. a summary of d whole wk in 1 entry! heh.. reason bein: i gt reali2 tired aft werk n v d lemau la 2 on n layan d lappie! (mcm la keje angkat balak. padahal angkat ppr pn tak sgt ah. more lyk flipping thru??) so b4 i ramble on, i wana go curik (reads: steal) pix fr nusrulls bloggie 1st. so u guys hang on dere la eks. hee =p

im off 2 KL y'all

2008-03-21T00:18:00.003+08:00

juz finish packin my bag. m leavin 4 KL early tmr mornin. while packin, helmi (pri sch fren) called n he was lyk "cik farhanah agi uat ape?? kenal tak ni sape??!" (coz his hp no. is privatised). so i ans-ed (in a v slumber manner) "ye helmi. aku agi pek bag skg." den he replied "wahh, ko maseh igt suare aku yg seksi lagi sensasi nihh!!" n i went "MAMPOSS!! tlg la eh, jgn ganggu konsentrasi aku dgn hal2 yg tak bermakna ni smue! coz skg ni aku agi carik sesuatu bende n aku maseh blom npk pn byg2 nyer!". well he called juz 2 ask whetha dis wkend we all can mit up again 2 look at inez's weddin fotos. wen he learned tt m gg off tmr he asked y izit evry1 gg KL??!!! coz his famly oso gg, xcept 4 him. so i said uh, "sbab org2 mcm kiter takyah serve NS mcm sesetgh org tuh!". hahh!

anw, rec'd ritha's bday party invitatn. nice n cute kad! n speakin of which, my apologies 2 amanda coz i cant attend her bday party dis sun. so m wishin dis in advance la hokay??! hee =p

HEPI 21st BERFDAY AMANDA LEOW!!!

ok ppl. im off. hv a gd wkend ahead!! =)

not an avid reader

2008-03-20T03:02:00.000+08:00

i admit tt m nt reali an avid reader of otha ppl's blog, seriusly. so i gues tts y m a bit lagged. stil, i do read blogs of ppl tt matters 2 me d most. tt doesnt mean if u r my fren n i don read ur blog, u r nt impt at all uh. juz tt i'll drop by occasionally, lyk 2nite, i mean 2day (since its alr 3:06am. hehh..) so don b surprise if out of sudden u c me taggin on ur taggie! roflss.

n aku terase mcm nak mkn piza yg cheesy bites tuh! ok random i noe. nytes. =p

dadi's driving skills (or d lack of it!)

2008-03-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

followed dad 2 do sum werk @ jln tenteram (sumwher @ balestier) den we head off 4 dinner. n he was driving recklessly or a bit, dodgy?? (is tt even d rite word 2 describe it??! I HV NO IDEA), bt its along tt line uh. lyk v fickle n shifty. ok i noe, m talkin nonsense again (which clearly shows tt m bek 2 my original self! hehh..) so yeah, it gt me tinkin @ d bek of my head "wats wrong w u lar pa??!" n my mum was exceptionally quiet (or mayb she was too stunned!) coz she was sittin beside him! n he was kinda speedin sumore. gosh. i was nearly shaken by his driving skills (or d lack of it) 2nite. wat was he tinkin lar seh??! sheesh.

n on top of all tt, while ordering our fd, i rec'd a miss kol fr an unknown no.. in a coupla secs, tt no. called again, den it stopped abruptly. n den it called again, dis tym i picked it up, n der was no 1 talkin xcept tt i heard sum unclear voices which i assume was fr d tv, so i put it down. a few mins ltr wen i cek my hp (it was on silent mode), der were 2 missed kols, fr tt same BLARDY no.! im sooo pissed larr!! if u wana kol, u talk, if u don wana talk den DON KOL! do u NOT undastand tt simple doctrine???!!!! wadde hellers! n so m puttin up d no. here.. 94883569. 2 whoeva owns dis no., stop it lar eks!

ok da. bye.

recovered n binging!

2008-03-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

thk gdness, i've fully recovered! only tt my wisdom tooth is behavin lyk a bitch lately, resulting in me eating porridge 4 d past few days *urgh*... stil it didnt stop me fr binging on ruffles original n kings ice cream grand triple choc! hehh... sinful, sinful, very the. aiya, so watt??? i luuurrve junk fd n yess, m a junkie (so tho m a bit fussy wen it cums 2 'normal' fd, u noe wher d excess baggage cum fr la kann).. tt aside. i noe i owe d pix fr inez's weddin receptn. m gona upload it nw, bt m nt sure whetha i hv d patience 2 'elaborate' on d details of tt evening. hehh.. ok here it goes -->

as usual, me n faz

d 4 of us.. d otha 1 agi dudok kat pelamin la kann..

me, faz, syaz n herman

pri sch mates..

tts d bride n groom! inez n akmal..

cantekkk kannn???! =)

faz's n syaz's surprise bday cake fr royal cakes! courtesy of me, naz n inez..

cake cuttin ceremony..

all d mar babies, turns out nt only faz n syaz bt saiful, herman n zohri's bday oso cumin up. so kiter jamak kan smue skali uh!

d hepi (n mayb surprised) faces..

"meh sini aku suapkan ko! bukak mulot besar2!!"

faz n saiful (aepul), d cuzzies...

n we slacked @ McCafe nrthpt aft d receptn..

n m nt surprise tt sum of dem cant rmb/recognise me.. so u guys noe la eks hw much i've actuali 'grown'! yg penting hepi! roflss..

fyza's bday

2008-03-16T02:12:00.002+08:00

HEPI 22nd BERFDAY HAFIZAH!!!

woooots!! hepi 22nd sis-ku, fyza!! ni dier, pembuka acara "22" 4 d 7 daras!! wakaka!!

"The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get..."

recovering fast yo.

2008-03-14T00:54:00.004+08:00

HEPI 22nd BERFDAY SYAHDAH!!!

i realise smth. dese few entries owez hv a bday shout out uh! sheesh. evry1 is aging reali fast. bt its ok, as long as i hepi, u hepi, evrybody hepi can alr wattt, rite??! hehh... tink m recovering rapidly, xcept 4 d stomach. stil givin me prob la, wats wrong???! haizzzz...
juz out of sudden i kinda browse youtube 4 no doubt's MVs. duno y lyk missed dose tym wen gwen is stil jammin w d band. n i muz say tragic kingdom is 1 of deir bez selling album. moz of d songs r memries beb! rmb bek den in d late 90's y'all??! hee... =p

sick n bik hanis's bday..

2008-03-12T19:09:00.003+08:00

m declaring tt m sick 2 d bones! seriusly. so dun xpek me 2 step out of d hse any tym dis wk. n muz gt well lyk reali soon. niwaes......

HEPI 32nd BERFDAY BIK HANIS!!!

faz's bday n inez's weddin receptn

2008-03-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

went 4 inez's weddin receptn yday. n we kinda had a small pri sch reunion. pix n details'll b up ltr (seriusly duno wen.. heh..) coz m reali2 under d weather nw (my xternal body feelin cold n my internal body hot.. haizz.. confusionism lars!) so no mood 2 upload d pix (since i heard tt blogger is bein sucha bitch coz it wont upload pix yday) n talk my usual nonsense! soooo m keepin all tt 4 ltr. on a happier note:

HEPI 22nd BERFDAY NUR FAZILAH!!!

khalisa's bday celebratn...

2008-03-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

went 2 bik hanis's hse 2day 2 celebrate khalisa's bday n hafy's belated bday. heh.. yeps, paman's fam came down 2 spore laz thu. n bik hanis told my fam laz min askin 2 cum over punggol (her hse la). luckily i've gt no plans 2day, instead m gg out tmr. tmr's inez's weddin receptn @ chong pang cc. hv yet 2 iron my baju kurong. haizz... normally u wld c me in baju kurong durin hari raya, ONLY. so yeah..

m a bit under d weather. blocked nose, sore throat, headache. tak suke seh! juz ate 2 capsules of panadol cold. if d sickly feelin stil wont go, den m gona eat medicine evry 4 hrs! coz die2 i wana go 4 inez weddin tmr! heh.

HEPI 7th BERFDAY KHALISA!!!

hafy, my darla's bday!

2008-03-03T02:05:00.007+08:00

HEPI 5th BERFDAY HAFY ADLEE!!!

yepyep, my lovelove turns 5 2day! hope tt his fractured hand gets well, soon. n tt he won b a hartbreaka or ladykilla wen he grows up. sumhw, sumwat i gt d feelin dis boy gt d potential 2 do so, bt no meta wat, i'll stil loph him. i once babysit him 4 ard a mth or so aft my Os n i tink tt tym he's stil 9 or 10 mths old.. so tts y i owez hv a soft spot 4 him.. once again, HEPI BDAY HAPPPPIIIII! rofls.

inez's big day!

2008-03-02T03:31:00.002+08:00

inez is officially a wife rite nw! yepyeps, she juz gt solemnised laz nite. n she's sooo pretty lyk anth!!
can i juz let d pix do d talkings 1st?? m reali2 exhausted nw.. i'll go in2 d details soon, i promise. so nw, njoysing lookin @ d pix!

HEPI 21st BERFDAY SARITHA!!!

outz w fiza..

2008-02-24T01:43:00.001+08:00

i juz realise tt dis blog of mine existed 4 3 whole yrs alr! gosh, nt bad ehh...
laz fri accompanied fiza towning coz she wanted 2 gt sum tops fr cotton on. n surprisingly met nadia (kudut) der (coz she werks der!).. we live soo near (seblah blok je seh) yt we dun bump on2 ea otha tt often! @ 1st wen she was tryin 2 'identify' me i was browsing d clothes den fr d corner of my eyes i cld c d salesperson lookin @ me v weirdly n i was sayin 2 myself "asal seh dekni?!!" (reads: wats wrong w dis person?!!) den she sudd say "FARNA!!" i turned n looked, "NAAAAAD!!" n we were huggin ea otha lyk nobody's biz! (dramatic lar sikit kann, da lamer tak jumpe!).. so we did a lil bit of catchin up (while fiza is bz lookin n tryin d tops).. so b4 we left i asked nad..
me: eh tt tym ko hlg hp eh??!
nad: a'ah seh, skg ni pn aru hlg agi 1! durin valentine's..
me: lerr!!
nad: aku rase aku takde jodoh ah dgn hp.. da 2-3 kali seh hlg!
me: da la nad. ko kai public fon jelah. confirm tak hlg agi!

aft cotton on, we were walkin aimlessly.. wana eat, too earlier (only 1+pm), confirm lotsa ppl eatin oso. we ended up @ far east plaza. aft doin our rounds, we settled on es teler 77 2 hv our lunch.. n ironically we were kinda 'lost' findin our way der wen its juz rite in front of our eyes.. n we we lyk "da diam ehk!" as in jgn tunjuk kebodohan kiter gitu ah! (reads: ok shuddup. no nid 2 show our stupidity!).. of coz we ended up laffin @ ourselves. soo classic n d usual antics of ours.

i stil hv no idea wat 2 buy 4 inez (as a gift 4 her weddin).. tot of buyin 4 her a dress fr DP bt sumhw m hvg doubts abt it nw. ishhhkk... n muz rmb 2 ask ritha wen she free, 2 settle sum admin stuff..

HEPI 22nd BERFDAY NAZSURIAH!!!

anotha taiwanese drama marathon y'all!

2008-02-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

w/n a wk, i've eaten 3 plates of fish & chips (on diff days n plces of coz)! gosh.. tink m pms-ing, so no wonder 4 d past few days even d littlest tings can make my angry nerves 'snap'! sheesh.. u c, wen m gona gt my 'thang', i'll usuali crave 4 fish n chips (tink i can eat it almoz evryday! i swear!) n sudden urge of eatin chocs (coz i dun reali lyk 2 eat chocs, wen i don feel lyk it!).. so yeah..

aft romantic princess, m yt on anotha marathon. nw its hana kimi, d taiwan version (coz its actuali fr a japan comic or manga).. tink dis show was shown in chl u sumtym laz yr, bt of coz bek den 'too bz w lyf' n nw soo much 'free' tym in hand! quite a gd storyline n funny too.. shld finish watchin it in 2-3 days uh.. k m off 4 nw. mitin fiza tmr, as in ltr, 2day!

useless!

2008-02-20T15:37:00.003+08:00

Being directionless is tragic enuff.
Being directionless & supa ambitious, isnt tt more tragic??!

wat was i tinkin??!!... pffftttttt

Inez's gettin hitch & Fara's a mama nw!

2008-02-19T16:11:00.002+08:00

laz sun had yet anotha mini reunion w my pri sch mates. met up w inez, syahdah n fara. inez's gettin married dis 1st mar n fara's a mama nw! met at bugis n we waited 4 fara @ banquet raffles hosp. n we saw anotha pri sch mate, amir.. inez's d 1 whu noticed him i was lyk "i totali cant rmb whu!".. so yeah, we were kinda refreshin our memries d gd (kentalans!) ol' days! n all d name callings! n surprising tts hw we recall dose ppl d bez!

random convos -->

inez on d fon w fara...
inez: eh gues whu's here oso! amir!
(on d line) fara: amir?? si telinga tikus tuh??

recallin sum of d schmates...
syahdah: ko igt si hakim??
inez: hakim?? *in deep tots*
me: hakim yg maner eks??
amir: oooh ya, hakim
me: izit yg tak tau bace tuh??
syahdah: farna, ko ni! *laffs*
me: m juz tryin 2 refresh my memries here hokay!
syahdah: beh si fahrin agi..
me: fahrin?? dek tu maseh mcm setan ke da taubat??!
amir: relek je ko panggil org setan!
me: dulu kan perangai dier mmg mcm tu per..
syahdah: mcm ko tak ah ni..
me: yelah, smue lah setan!
*roars of laffters*
& d liz goes on...

n we had a real gd laff reminiscing all d childhood days.. match makin la, arguments, name callings, habits n all.. nt forgettin d tym wen we played rugby (me n syahdah played 4 a while) n tt tym d opponents were reali2 big gerls, stil, we won! fara stil rmb wen inez tried 2 match make her w zaki, n she was lyk "jgn sebok lar!" roflls.. aft our late lunch we went shopin coz inez stil gt sum stuff 2 buy b4 her big day.. n fara brought her baby along! andrea mikayla (nt sho hw's it spelled uh).. n we took turns 2 carry her, xcept 4 syahdah! (tak gune btol la dek tu!) n again d same rules apply: no pullin of my hair, playg w my chain n hardcore drooling! gd ting andri (tts wat we call her) don hv d habit of pullin hair, bt stil she juz cldnt help bt 'eatin' my chain! n again, nth much can b done abt d droolin! in conclusion: d babies luuurrrrvvve me y'all!! nyahahahaks....

we chilled @ starbucks b4 headin hm..
inez n fara: dulu si syahdah punye la selekeh!
inez: dgn baju tak gosok, rambot tak ikat!
fara: dek ni lau mkn slalu bekecah, sampai kat baju smue!
syahdah: ko pn, stokin punye tinggi!
inez: korg smue pn ok! aku igt aku slalu ikat rambot ketat2!
me: a'ah seh! aku igt ko pei jendol punye la kilat! ko polish kepe??!
fara: siakks! a'ah!
inez: den we called ourselves fila galz.. it was b/n fila n fubu kann??!
me: yeah mann.. bt we settled on fila..
inez: nape fila eks??!
syahdah: a'ah eh.. mayb d 1st initial of our names??!
inez: F-> faz, farna, I-> inez.. beh ko n naz??!
syahdah: eh a'ah ek!
me: dgr2 syahdah is spelled w an L pe!
fara: ko mcm siak ah!
LOLIFIED!!

wats nx??

2008-02-14T02:38:00.001+08:00

woots.. juz ended romantic princess's marathon. d ending?? errmmm.. ok la... can i hv romantic princess season 2?? w d same old casts?? nyahh.......... *sheepish smile*

anw, here r sum belen2 (reads: remainder) pix fr d reunion nite, hehh.. on our way 2 kpg glam d wind was blowing @ its full blast n i commented "wahh da mcm nak uat video clip sehh, dgn angin2 smue!" (reads: lyk doin a vid clip, w d wind blowin all).. n fana banu did d turn 180/360 degrees n singin which cracks all us up! almaklom la blom professional agi!

n oh, hepi valentine's day ppl.. =)

romantic princess n amy winehouse rox my pants!

2008-02-13T02:57:00.000+08:00

amy winehouse's back to black is lyk on a repeat mode in my head rite nw. geez... hv u guys seen her b4 she had all d tattoos, big hairdo n dose eyeliners?? she looked soo much 'cleaner' n more lyk a human (quoted fr fiza!).. nonetheless, vocal wise, stil d same baybeh!

n 4 d past few days, i mean nites, i've been on romantic princess (taiwanese drama) marathon! i noe its soo unlyk of farna 2 b watchin taiwanese drama, bt heck, tt show juz caught me! ok i confess tt both male lead actors nanfeng jin & nanfeng cai (played by wu zun & calvin chen respectively) hv deir own charms in der. bt oh wells, m sane enuff 2 differentiate b/n real life n mere characters in dramas. whoooshh..

sing it!!

2008-02-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

surprisingly dis yr's CNY my parents hv no plans @ all 2 'leave' d ctry. hahh! so yeah, spent d hols in gd ol' spore. laz sat we went 2 eat @ adam rd. luckily der r stalls operatin on tt day! had no plans aftwards, den hafway tru our meal cik zaini callled dad's hp. so we ended up @ cik yati's/zaini's hse. its lyk a mini karaoke session in deir hse! wen we arrived, cik rahmat's fam is alr der. den cik malek's fam came haf an hr ltr aft us. n i die-die refuse 2 even hold d mike! i make dis v clear lar hokay, I CANT SING! v d tuneless, so 4gt it! if karaoke-ing w frens i dun mind ah, we'll sing our harts out, aftall frens c d bez n worst side of ea otha watttt, rite?? dey ordered canadian piza n til nw i reali2 had enuff of pizas alr lar! cant even smell it! n my parents 2 b karaoke-ing is lyk c-ing a guy in bikini! roflllsss!! its lyk nt even once in a bluepurpleredorange moon dey wld do such tings lar! ok shhhhhh!! LOLIFIED! *laff til i cry!*

tt aside. i hv 2 admit tt despite amy winehouse's troubled, self destructin lifestyle, she is a vocal powerhse. heard tt she dominated d grammy's n won 5 awards. hope she doesnt RIP soon lyk wat her mum stated in d media. bt her hair, stoppit eh! sooo lyk beehive, semutss, lipasss, cicakss termasok bleh meninggal kat dlm seh! she's a classical eg of a sayin, "nobody's perfect. ea n evry1 of us hv our own specialty, explore n make full use of it." moral of d story: dun b too judgemental. whu r u to judge anw. we aint perfect either.

Back to Black

Tears Dry on Their Own

B Clan 'Reunion Dinner'

2008-02-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

gt bek fr B Clan's 'Reunion Dinner' a coupla hrs ago.. nope, no chinese restaurant nor yu sheng involved.. in fact we had our dinner @ sofra turkish cafe & rest. instead, heh.. as usual, no full strength.. w d absence of shamimi, rasha & nadya (bebe).. its been sucha loong tym since we laz met jess n baby ian! n he's definitely heavier nw! sheesh.. bt stil I LYK, coz he lurrrvveesss me juz d way i lluuuurrrppp him! nyahahahaks!! cldnt stop carryg him la, n so i had 2 tell him "no pulling of hair, playg w my chain, n hardcore drooling!" yeah yeah, whu m i talkin 2 lar kan.. sum1 whu doesnt undastand d meanin of yes or no?? cldnt even speak a proper word?? *smacks forehead* so d outcum: me 'fightg' w him 2 pull my hair bek & my chain! cant do much abt d drooling tho..

took lotsa2 pix.. hv yet 2 gt pix fr ain's n azi's cam.. n i realise smth.. my cam is so full w otha ppl's face bt mine! hahh!! n gues whu top d chart?? its d tudong gerl (apart fr ain) n her bestez fren! any idea whu????! u tell me..

ok ppl, i'll let d pix 2 do d talkin 4 nw.. reali2 xhausted.. wil update again soon! (insyaAllah, hehh)

return of farna!

2008-02-05T17:11:00.000+08:00

hey im bek y'all. i've been absent for quite some tym. d past few wks were reali my 'downturn'. i refuse 2 talk & open up my feelings. its soo unlyk me 2 b in tt state. no meta hw laz min i m, i owez noe wat 2 do nx. i was @ d crossrds 2 b exact n i kinda lost my 'map' so i was in a 'state of confusion'. i finali found a new map, bt its stil a lil vague. nevatheless im glad 2 say tt i've redeemed myself (nt fully tho, heh) fr d confusion... so u guys gt d idea?? no?? well its ok 2 b confuse! (once in a while only hokay!) feels soo gd 2 gt myself bek (tho only part of it) *breathe in deep deep n breathe out*
[i once read a horoscope tingy sayin tt "ppl born on dis etc etc tends to bottle up their feelings" n i was lyk, "nahhhh.. if i dislike or nt hepi w smth i'll say 1.." gues i overlooked a feeling called 'confuse', so its kinda true aft all. *sigh*]

ok, here r d pix tt i owe (dec hols pix)... overdue & xpired?? yes, I NOE!!! *roll eyes & stick tongue out*
~disclaimer: sum pix qlty sux, tts coz i took d pix fr a developed film w my digicam

zzoooooiiinnnkkkssss.........

2008-01-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

i m at d very least mood 2 blog nowadays.... 4 no apparent reason. i've uploaded d hols pix bt hv yet 2 send it 2 my cuzzie n make it in2 a slideshow 4 dis blog.. no idea exactly wen m gona do tt.

anw, aft comin bek fr my hols i gt addicted 2 watchin avatar the last airbender. thx 2 my younger cuzzies, dey reali gt me hooked! dey were watchin d whole of bk 1 (1 of dem d/l-ed fr d net) n i joined dem, unintentionally (coz i was lyk "muz b sum cartoon show again, kids.." nt tt m nt a fan of cartoon la).. wen my aunt saw me watchin d show w d rez she said "eh na, u oso watchin avatar??" me: erm actuali dis is d 1st tym m watchin it, heh.. den my aunt said "d show very gd tau, its gt sum reality in it.. u noe abt d energy ard us, hw 2 open up d 7 cakras 2 enlighten urself n all.." n since she's 1 of my inspirations, i decided 2 cek d show out.. so i've watched d whole of bk 1 (w my cuzzies durin d hols), n bk 2 n juz finished watchin bk 3 chpt 13.. nw m waitin 4 bk 3 chpt 14 2 b aired... a very interestin cartoon show indeed... i recommend y'all go n watch it.. i suggest u watch fr bk 1 den u'll undastand d chronology of d story.. here's d link 2 d site wher u can watch it online:

http://www.watch-avatar.com/

n i hope 1 day i cld open up my 7 cakras (bk 2 chpt 19: the guru) so tt i can get full control of myself! coz m kinda directionless n confused w myself, esp now.. geez..

Happy New Yr y'all!!

2008-01-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

hey im bek y'all!! actuali m alr bek on d 28th la, heh.. n i noe m a bit overdue, bt stil i wana wish Happy 2008!! my new yr's resolutn?? gee, i hv no idea! well i juz hope to b a beta person den yday, i noe its a bit cliche, bt its owez bez 2 start clearin tings out w/n ourselves 1st, rite?? heh..

my hols was a FUNtastic 1, n i njoy it 2 d littlest bits! hvg d cuzzies ard esp d lil 1s reali lite me up! (hell yeah, coz i gt 2 bully dem! bt no doubt i lurve u guys aite, n u noe it v well!).. wil update more wen i hv d tym (nt tt now i don, bt i've gt sum tings 2 attend 2) n wen i reali2 hv d mood 2 do so, heh...

btw, congrats 2 ritha 4 being d 1st runner up in Miss Singapore Indian Universal!!! u looked n did gr8 tt nite n u reali deserve it aft such a long way! tho its d 1st runner up, smth beta den nth rite??! congrats once again! ;)

k ppl, pix n detailed updates ltr aite =p

woots! hols here i cum!!

2007-12-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

slight chg of hol plans... bik hanis'll only drive up 2 paman's hse on d 23rd, so tt leaves my fam n wak nor's n grands of coz tt'll celebrate hari raya haji der.. n wak nor's fam'll b bek on d 21st... n so d rez of fams n plans i cant reali b bothered alr, coz i juz wana b OUTTA HERE! n mom's leave on d 28th is approved, so we r definitely nt rushin bek, HELL YEAH! den it struck me, ritha's Ms Indian Universe finals is on 29th lar (n mind u, d tix r nt free hokayy)!! DAMMIT!! ok, so nw i hope tt i'll b bek latest by 28th, heh...

btw, congrats 2 hady 4 bein d 1st asian idol... was xpecting jac 2 win instead... so wen d result was announced i was kinda shocked den i was lyk "ni mesti ramai pongpang yg vote tauu!! iiisshhkkk" [reads: muz b lotsa gerls whu voted].. oh wells, u made spore proud...
-disclaimer: i DID NOT cast any votes 4 d show, thk u v much...

tink i beta doze off nw... tmr's gona b a long day, do dis n tt n pek bag... so til den, bye ppl...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

ok da bye. ~tata

anotha retail therapy!!

2007-12-14T02:30:00.000+08:00

woots!! date w fyza was v smooooth!! nyahahaks!! met @ cozway pt 1st... didnt get wat i wanted.. so we went lunching @ naked fish shoppe... dose of u whu's health conscious, u mite wana consider dis particular plc... VERY the Healthier Choice! mknan tawar hebeh! da mcm mknan org sakit seh!! @ 1st i tot mayb its juz my tongue ah, den wen fyza commented tt "aft d 1st bite of dis steak, mayb der's no 2nd tym ah.." wakaka! so i was lyk, "ok ah, i tot its juz me!" den while eatg i was kinda tinkin ah, y eh??? den i rmb-ed, d healthier choice stickers on deir menu! sheesh.. didnt try d choc fondue tho.. wen str8 2 bugis aft tt, wat else bt 4 anotha retail therapy!! hee =p .. managed 2 get fyza 2 buy d bohemian 3/4 pants 2getha w me, nyahahaks (ade disc pe!).. n she's lovin it! gt all i wanted n m A VERY SATISFIED GERL rite nw... heh.. laz stop was vivo ct coz fyza wanted 2 get a wallet @ river isld n a hp 4 her mom.. n we bought our all tym fav potato chip, Ruffles original!

den on our way bek dis 1 lady asked me whetha m 21 yrs n abv, so i tot "ok mayb she wana do watevanots survey 4 21 yrs & abv lar" n so i lied sayin m 20... den she was lyk "oooh ok no prob! *grabs my arm*" den i called out 2 fyza.. d lady asked 2 vote 4 d cutest toddlers' foto 4 her world (or wat mag lar)... while we were lookg @ d pix she started talkg abt massage la all... den she sudd tok abt weight probs.. she was sayin la tt i've gt all dese xtra baggage due 2 water retentn n usuali ppl lyk dese can lose weight by detox yada yada yada... she showed sum treatmts n asked whetha i wld lyk a relaxin or full body massage (smth lyk tt la)... usual price $120 bt since we voted d price falls 2 $38 nett.. so i told her la "actuali i dun reali go 4 massages n such ah, coz i feel kinda ticklish la wen dey massage!" den she said "oh reali??! chinese blif if u r ticklish means u r scared of ur husband (in d future)! r u??!" my ans, "NO." xcuse me, if RESPECT, moz definitely but scared??! plz la, luk whu u talkin w cann?!!

so she asked fyza which 1 she voted n fyza points 2 d pic n wen she asked me, i showed dis cute lil chinese boy w headfon, he juz caught my attn larrr!! n she said "haha, v cute rite, listen 2 music w d headfon. u marry w a chinese la, den can gt cute children!"... 1stly i didnt say tt i'll ONLY marry a mly (bt of coz muz b a muslim) n 2ndly doesnt meta w which race m married to, my children'll stil b cute hokay!! n so aft much 'discussions' (which is v tym consumin) we decided 2 purchase d voucher.. yeps, my bad, i mean OUR bad... she's supa nice la, lyk v rude rite 2 juz walk away n say 'not interested'... i tink fyza asked her smth den d lady said "bcoz she's 20 *points @ me*......" so in d end i revealed tt m actuali 21, den she gv me tt -.- kinda luk n i said "bt u blif tt wat, rite??!"... she said "yar... *sigh* i've bin werkin 4 soo long oso i stil blif wateva ppl say.. dey cheat me oso i duno."

moral of d story: my lying of bein 20 backfires (mite as well say m 17 or 18 rite. bt'll ppl blif me, no??!) n m too approachable n too nice AT D WRONG TYM!

aft purchasin d voucher both me n fyza suffered d cognitive dissonance 'syndrome'... (heh, nt bad huh, can stil rmb wat i learnt.. mayb coz tt's d moz practical n relevant ting tt owez happen 2 me specifically!)... lyk seriusly til nw stil feelin it, n don ask me wen xactly m gg 4 d wateva treatmt. jdbvfgfwjhnfcwkdnf. fyza commented "koyak seh kocek mcm ni!" [reads: we r gona b broke if lyk dis!] n i replied "y do u tink m hoping 4 a filthy rich husband??!" n she said " ouh ok. gt d idea nw." n i tink she said tt she nids 1 too! nyahh!!

bt aftall it was v nice spendg d whole day w u la fyza! n dun 4gt tt we nid 2 set anotha 'spa' date! relax ur mind n let ur conscience b free! lol. ok bye. oh btw d wellness's co. is Atos Wellness, i tink..

my fish n chips n fyza's (ape ah??!) steak n grilled fish izit??! heh..

grassroot's toilet...

otw 2 vivo.. 'strictly no sharing of seats!!' heh..

eh wait.... gt smth 2 add! to my dearez cuzzie of all tym, maissy.....................

HEPI 19th BERFDAY NURUL MAISARAH!!!!!

retail therapy!!

2007-12-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

tym 4 sum updates... laz fri went out w fiza... met @ town... had lunch @ piza hut... d jingle joy meal was fantabulous n so is d chicken karaage n choc fondue! only tt by d tym we finished d piza n chic karaage, we were too full 2 njoy d choc fondue 2 d maxx! followed by rounds of retail therapy.. heh.. evry gerl's bez fren, ok almoz all.. n thk sooo much lar fiza 4 d supa belated prezzie! stil, I LYK!! had 2 rush off aft tt coz @ nite m gg out agian... went 2 visit a relative whu juz had an operatn... yes anotha 1! sheesh, 1 aft anotha... so ppl plz take care of ur health, startg fr nw! n farna, speak 4 urself, thk u v much!!

early sat morng my mum woke me up sayin tt cik rahmat's mother passed away n dey r gg 4 d funeral... so she asked me whetha i wana follow... i was lyk "hhuuuuuhhh???! noooooo...." c'mon la waddaya xpect, my eyes were half open n my ears half listeng, i cldnt reali make out wat was she sayin! so dey went out ard 10+ am, leavin me all alone til i woke up ard 11+ n realise tt my mum left me 2 do d laundry!! jguebhgjcoewoiwhogfvbe!! n i hv no idea wat took dem soo long @ d funeral coz dey only came bek ard 6+ pm! (lucky i didnt follow seh!) mum called ard 5+ askg me 2 clean d hse coz uncle osman comin over followed by cik yati & zaini ltr... yea, so much of restin durin d wkend, i stil had to hse chores! grrrr *roars*...

anotha date w anotha fyza dis thu... heh... yeps anotha retail therapy... soo cant wait! =p

hepi bday mak!!

2007-12-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

laz wkend spent moz of d tym on d rd... went 2 sum plc @ telok kurau, met dad's fren, diskas abt car (yea, my dad plan 2 chg new car... dis tym mayb toyota.. bt stil pending la, no final decision yet) den went 2 visit my aunt @ sengkang, she juz gt bek fr an operatn, realignmt of slip disk if m nt wrong... gosh, she was sayin la she had 2 b conscious during the operation 2 realign d disk... GAWD! i tink if it was me i'd b screamin, shoutg n cryg out loud lar!! ard 11.45pm lyk tt went 2 jb (wen my dad's fren called him n said "jam sikit jela bang, kitorg da msk pn... jumpe kat banafe la k!") yes wat else bt 2 wash d car n fill up tank (petrol)... so i was lyk "tadi tgh hari kan da cuci kreta nape nak cuci agi... agipn mcm wez $ gitu la kan, skg kan musim ujan.." [reads: dis aftnn juz washed d car wat, y wana wash again... furthermore lyk wez $, nw's raing season] n my dad was lyk "takpe la, dr pd kreta tu bertelau... ko tu pn bkn nye bleh arap sgt, nak suro lap kreta pn susa!" [reads: nvm la, rather den let d 'dirt' sticks n stain (d car)... u oso anotha 1, ask 2 wipe d car oso v hard!]... haizzz... dlm baik aku kena...

n rec'd a msg fr my dearez cuzzie, rammy... " kak, gd news. our fam'll b gg 2 paman's hse!..." woots!! lyk finali lar! ok i soooo cant wait 4 19 dec!!

n 2 my beloved grandma...................................

HEPI 65 th(i tink,heh..) BERFDAY MAK!!

bik hanis msged mama on tues askg whetha wana celebrate mak's bday @ jb 2day... go mkn2 la wat else... mama said can, bt aft 9pm buden bik said "susa sikit la, si hafy ni kan kul 8 lebih je da angguk2!" huahuaks!! den wak nor oso said she prefer on sat, wkdays werkg mah... in d end decided 2 celebrate mak's bday @ kl instead! beta wat... almoz evry1 present! ok i've said dis b4 n m gona say it again, i sooooo cant wait 4 d hols! woohooo!! nth can beat being w d loved 1s rite?!! hee =p

condolences 4 d ntl rowers..

2007-11-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

my deepest condolences 2 d families of d 5 ntl dragon boat rowers... its v saddenin tt 5 young lives were taken away, wen dey had promising futures... gosh tt Tonle Sap River... a boatman quoted tt d river wil 'claim' @ liz 1 life durin d annual water fest... so i was juz tinkin la "untong tu river dis yr eh.. dpt 6 skali! 5 rowers & 1 boatman... ishk!"

anw, d prev employer emailed juz nw... said she's sorry been v bz n she juz banked in my chq, bt it was aft 2pm, so shld b cleared on tues... pape lar, thx alot lar eks...

PCD Presents... Mark McGrath is SEXXAAYY!

2007-11-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

juz gt bek a few mins ago... lunch date w ritha & amanda @ amoy st... n thk u soo much ritha 4 d VERY belated prezzie.. heh... stil, I LYK! cek-ed my a/c juz nw, $ stil nt in... anw, i've nv watched The PCD Presents: The Search 4 d Nx Doll until laz wed wen my dad was channel surfin, which landed on chn 5, n i plan 2 watch it wkly wen i realised whu was d presenter 4 d show! Mark McGrath is SEXXXAAYYYY lar hokay!! bt dun ask me whu gt eliminated or watsoeva, i mite nt rmb coz my focus is on 'otha' tings... heh...

btw, below r sum slideshows, yea, sort of outdated pix.. 1st is my recent Melaka trip, 2nd is d Air Papan (Mersing) trip n lazly was visit 2 grands a coupla wks ago...

kambing pn naik saham!

2007-11-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

lets put d $ prob aside, 4 a while tt is... m xcited 4 my long hols in dec... yeps.. m gona b out of town again 4 hari raya haji dis yr... gg 2 my uncle's hse @ USJ... my dad wana do korban in 1 of d mosques der... laz yr oso celebrated hari raya haji @ m'sia... confirm fams gg is mine, bik hanis's n of coz my grands... wak nor's fam, stil pending... as usual... n wak yan's, idk... bt shd b no la... it has owez bin lyk tt...

mom's bin bz liasing w paman in USJ n bik hanis here... n get dis... i was soo supa shocked 2 hear tt a sheep can cost up 2 RM600 durin hari raya haji! (kambing yg tak mandi pn bleh naik saham!) so my dad decided 2 take a part/portion of a cow instead, which costs ard RM330/RM380... (well 4 dose of u whu duno, a cow is divided into 7 parts/portions)... bik hanis initiali wanted 2 do qikah 4 her 2 kids, bt since d price is sky high (she nids 2 qikah 3 sheeps in all!), n aft much tots n advice (coz qikah can b done any otha tym b4 d kids baligh), she chged her mind n opted 4 a part/portion of d cow too! soo cant wait!!

ok ok... i noe tt sum of u wld say "asek gi m'sia jer... ape kater ko carik calon suami kat sane!" i've stressed dis out alr n wil stress it out again... race & nationality is NOT a big issue 4 me BUT RELIGION IS! race n nationality, can stil take into consideratn/pending la, bt m definitely not compromising my religion. n i dun 1 whueva-d-guy-is 2 convert juz coz he wana b w me... bt purely his luv 4 d religion n its teachings.. (alerrmakk.. die.. if bangladeshi how??! *scratch head*) heh... oh well i did mention 'pending', so...
anw, y izit i gt relatives n frens of parents askg me "wen's ur turn?? (2 get married)"... hello aunties n uncles, hari gini kawin muda??! capek deh! i suggest, instead of asking me tt cliche qn, y not ask me wen m i gona publish my success story ke, buy my dream hse ke, buy my own car ke, cont w my studies ke, coz obviously m nt tinkin of hvg a fam of my own in d nearez future... try askin me tt-same-old-qn in say, 5 yrs tym can?? coz if poss i plan 2 settle down b4 30 (insyaAllah), so u mite wana ask me wen m 26-29 yrs young hokay?? den again kita merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan (we plan, God decides) la kann... lets stop here la, dis topic is so b.o.r.i.n.g., 4 nw tt is...

n i stil 1 my $$!! =x

i want my $$$$!!

2007-11-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

ok... she replied laz fri ard 5.56pm... "sorry 4 d delay. let me noe ur acc no., i'll transfer u d $ asap." she was 4given instantly, coz i hv a soft spot 4 ppl whu realise deir mistakes n apologize. n i replied her on sat aftnn, stating my acc no.
so nx step is 2 wait n c wen'll she transfer d $$.. coz 4 an obvious reason tt she's quite 4getful, m doubting her 'asap'...

n 2 izda whu's leavg 4 bkk, hv a safe journey 2 n fro aite! n hv lotsa FUN!

momsy on MC!

2007-11-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

went out w my mom juz nw... she's on 2 days MC (thu & 2day).. yea anotha sic toad! (ok tt sounds bad! sori mom! heh..) doc asked her 2 rest & i asked her 2 accompany me jln2 instead! actuali nt reali jln2 la... wanted 2 pay my hp bill, deposit $ in d bank n satisfy my craving of McSpicy meal since wed nite! so yea, wen 2 POSB @ ys central, pay hp bill n went 2 McD @ nrthpt... a v satisfied gerl, nw.

buuutttttt.... m freaking ANGRY too! y?? coz up til 2day, i stil hvnt receive any chq fr my prev employer!!! emailed her juz nw ard 2+ n hv yet 2 get a reply... by mon if she nv reply, m gona sms her.. by nx wed stil no news, m gona send her anotha email bt dis tym ard m gona b firm & clear tt 'I WILL TAKE ACTIONS AGAINST YOU!'... dulu bile nak terminate org pandai nak threaten lodge polis report la legal actions la (padahal aku tak berslh) n sampai skg haprak jerr... ckp gah sane, gah sini, in d end nth... bt m no joking in takin actions against dem, REALI...
ritha was sayg la, laz tym u accompanied me 2 MOM (Ministry of Manpower), den nw wil b my turn 2 accompany u der... haha... 4 d same blardy reason, $$... payg $280 v hard izit??! nt lyk as if $2800...

at tyms i juz cant comprehend sum ppl lar... tok 2 u nicely, u choose 2 ignore... wen d bitch in me take charge, u slander abt me... oh wells... we'll c wat'll happen... til den...

naj's bday treat n cam whoring y'all!

2007-11-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

supposed 2 go out w izda 2day bt she had 2 cancel due 2 sum laz min tingy... so i decided 2 join sum of d B Clan 2 arab st... we dined @ al-majlis n had naj's belated bday surprise... we spent d whole tym der talkg n laffing lyk nobody's biz! c'mon la, wats new lar kann...... so ppl, here r d pix...
(btw, click pic 2 enlarge in case sum of u gerls duno.. heh...)

d thirds...

d [piece of] cake overloaded w candles!

d [belated] bday gerl...

my crispy chicken...

shamie & me...

satu2 start posing...

wat did i tell u..

ermmm..

half of B Clan tt turned up...

ni nak step ade 'halo' lar kann...

d faces of tired, kepanasan n sum sleepy ppl(or mayb juz 1 gerl in particular! yg agi tutop mate tuh)

fiza...

dekni lagi!! makes me wonder, d camera blongs 2 whu eks??!

pic taken by d gerl above...

fiza & shamie...

n oh, 4gt tt sum pix r in fana banu's camera, tu sebab la mcm ade gbr yg missin jerr! heh... wanted 2 write more, bt m too tired rite nw... sum otha tym jela eks.. nytes! =p

bek fr refreshing.. again!

2007-11-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

was out of town 4 a coupla days... went 2 malacca (duno y my mum lyk 2 shop der oso.. haizz..) bt i wont complain much la coz if go malacca confirm gt 2 eat seafd... heh... n didnt spend tt much 4 myself la coz my $ depleting oredy! n speakg of which, my prev employer hv yet 2 pay 4 d 1st 5 days of oct tt i werked... asked rasha regardg dis n she said tt d bos msged her laz fri sayin she'll mail d chq.. rasha rec'd hers yday n wen i cek my leta box, stil nth... so i'll wait til d end of dis wk, if stil nth den...... obviously m gona ask 4 it lar!

went 2 grands hse on sun... met my cuzzie rammy n start d usual nonsense... den came along zawwy n lazly maissy...

maissy: HHIIIIII!!!!
me n rammy: hi! ewwwwww...
me: wadde hell! y r u in sch uni???!
maissy: went 4 my swsy prac la.. dey all wana wear sch uni...
me: wateva..
n passed zawwy her belated bday prezzie n glad she liked it! n congrats 2 maissy coz nw she can drive oredy!!! nyaahhhh....

pix'll b up soon... n oh, HEPI belated 22nd BERFDAY NAJIHAH!

mama's bday..

2007-11-06T04:40:00.000+08:00

dis 1 goes out 2 my mom... HEPI 44th BERFDAY MAMA! which was on 4 nov la... bought 4 her a handbag fr dorothy n a stroberi scented hydrating spray fr body shop.. n thx 2 wak nor's famly 4 d luvly bouquet! hee...

zawwy's bday n jln raya!

2007-11-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

a belated shout out 2 my dearez cuzzie: HEPI 14th BERFDAY NOOR ZAWANAH!!! heh...

laz sun was B-Clan's Jln Raya w d absence of ritha, rasha n nadya (bebe) but dey were replaced by a few ppl...

n on mon me n fiza went 2 dorothy perkins @ great world ct n hell yeah, we dont spend, we splurge!

ok dis is a v brief entry coz m out of words @ d mo'!

@ ain's, d 1st hse

@ farhanah banu's

in d lift @ northoaks..

wani & me..

fiza & me..

me & shamie..

me & baby ian!!

belated bday celebratn 4 fiza..

d planners; thirds & janah (fiza's cuzzie)

hell yeah, i got TERMINATED!

2007-10-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok, 4 dose of u whu duno, m no longer werkin @ THAT company... lets put it dis way, i gt TERMINATED 4 smth tt i didnt do! (quote fr d director of d co.) ->
"im sori farhanah n suhura. i noe tt d both of u hv gt nth 2 do w dis, bt we hv 2 terminate u due 2 guilty by accomplice"

n d only ting tt came out fr my mouth was an "oh"... 4 dose of u whu reali noe me smth lyk "u mean u r firing me?! 4 no apparent reason or 4 tings i didnt do??!" is more lyk it... aku bersubahat dlm ape lar sakk??! bt i duno hw i cld stil kip my cool on tt particular monday morng... well i do hv d intentn 2 resign @ d end of d mth la n my bos is aware of it... bt oh well... n wed is supposedly rasha's farewell dinner bt it turns out 2 b a very much SHOCKING farewell 4 d 5 of us, yes 5 of us(inc rasha) gt terminated on laz mon... BLESSING IN DISGUISE is wat we call it...

on a happier note, at liz i gt more tym 2 prepare 4 raya... pape lar eks... anw i always knew tt ofis/deskbound job is nt 4 me... i HATE pprwerks n admin jobs... n i blif God has beta plans 4 me, Amin. =)

belated bday shout out 2 my dearest fiza... HEPI 20th BERFDAY NORAFIZA!!!

n nt 4gettin........

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MINAL AIDIL WALFA IZIN!!! in advans, hee =p

bebe's bday...

2007-09-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

HEPI 20th BERFDAY NADYA (BEBEH)!!

ramadhan..

2007-09-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa to all Muslims ard d world!!

so much 2 update, SO LITTLE TYM!!

2007-09-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

ok dere's soo much updating tt has 2 b done in here... n lotsa pix 2 b up... bt m supa bz lyk anth rite nw n i hv no idea wen i'll hv d tym 2 update... geez... m soo sori... heh =x

air papan trip..

2007-09-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

my fam n 3 of my dad's frens n fam went 4 a short trip 2 air papan, mersing... n it was oh-so-REFRESHING! clear green waters r d kind I LYK!! nyahaha! pix'll b up ltr, heh... cik zaini juz gv a cd containin d pix tt he took fr his cammy.. hvnt c it yet... he say gt over 300 pix... n m xpecting 2 c all d ~~ugly~~ candid shot of me... y? coz he'll b callin my name n wen i turned w tt 'shocked' xpression, he'll juz *SNAP*! n say "ok, very nice.." byk la dier pei very nice, thx alot ar...

anw, laz mon i ans-ed a kol fr 1 of d speakers fr our seminar...

Me: morng ahrals..
C.Tay: is tt rashedha??
Me: no, its farhanah.. rashedha's nt @ her desk @ d moment...
C.Tay: ok nvm... i juz 1 u 2 send me d list of delegates who'll b attendin d seminar... its dis thurs u noe!
Me: *ya d seminar on thu, nw only mon watt, nt lyk as if it's wed..* ok, i'll pass d msg 2 rashedha..
C.Tay: now ar now!! m sittin in front of my com oredy.. wat tym'll rashedha b bek fr d toilet??
Me: *yela aku kat sblah dier pe skg ni!* ermmm... shld b soon i gues...
C.Tay: ok, tell her send immediately..
Me: OKAAAY!!
sum ppl ar... create unnecessary kanchiong-ness seh!

n yday 1 of my mom's fren ask y my face's red...

Mom's fren: nape muke ko merah??
Me: iye ke??! oooh sal aru alek fr air papan kat mersing...
Mom's fren: ko g mesir???!
Me: asal mesir plak ehk... mersing la cik!
Mom's fren: ooooh, aku dgr mcm mesir tadi!
haizzz... dgr crite mesir skg da 2kar deir MT language 2 melayu perr...

n dis morng me n rasha met coincidently b4 crossing d rd 2 our werkplc (biase la lmbt... wats new la kann..) so along d way we were talkin abt sum stuff, upon reachin d ofis...

Rasha: eh ko msk je bising seh!! tadi sunyi sepi tau ni ofis!
Me: lerr...
supastar mesti nak kene uat grand entrance perr... wakaka!!

ban's bday...

2007-08-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

4gt 2 add dis 1 in prev post...

HEPI (belated) 20th BERFDAY FARHANAH BANU

juz gt bek ard 1/2 hr ago... went 2 visit tok shafiee n nek hamidah (my foster grands) sumwher @ yishun oso... dey came down 2 spore 4 a coupla days b4 gg bek 2 m'sia n'll b headg off 4 deir pilgrimage soon... ok m soo tired nw, bye.

fyza's job..

2007-08-24T13:56:00.000+08:00

fyza's job sounds interesting.... tmpt ko recruit org lagi tak???!! hehhh... xp

rammy's bday n sum randomness! heh...

2007-08-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

define ur undastanding of:
1.) handsome: heh.. hvnt cum across dis type of species.. yet. (muz b hensem inside out watt..)
2.) sexy: Mark McGrath of Sugar Ray (cann?? or any Latino guys... hee xp)
3.) hot: Hans Isaac!! (dun tell me u don agree w dis 1! or any honey-ed, sun-kissed tan guys.. n i mean TAN not OVER tanned nor sum1 whu tinks he's hotter den d sun! *gosh* thk u very much..)
4.) cool: Mike Shinoda of Linkin Park (duno y oso... i juz find him very kewl, calm...)
5.) cute: cant tink/rmb of any1 nw...
can add 1 more??! hot bods?! heh... dis 1 confirm lotsa names'll appear! hee...

i noe dis is lyk soo supa random-ness of me... eh wait... i tink i hv a nominee 4 qn no.1! Aidid Marcello Azahari! heh... n he's married, a father of 1 cute lil gerl, geez... below's a pic of him...

n btw, dis is accordg 2 MY definitn hokay... so don u ppl tag on my taggie which sounds smth lyk (or sumwher along tt line)... "tt's ur taste??!" well heck... evry1 has diff taste n eyes on tings aite... if evry1 lyk d same ting, den lyf wld b soooo boring rite.... den again personality n characteristics meta d moz, if dey hv any of d abv mentioned, den its a + pt la....
n oh, dis's 4 1 of my bestez cuzzies in d whole world.................

HAPPY 15th BERFDAY NUR RAMIZAH!!!!!!!

hee =p ~eh wat u 1 4 ur prezzie ah?? treat u dinner or lunch can?? heh xp

baby ian...

2007-08-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

went 2 visit baby ian n jess yday @ kkh... both mother n baby's healthy, thankfully... n i gt 2 carry d newborn!! initiali i didnt 1 2 la coz m afraid of carryg newborns! bbbbuuuuuutttt lookg @ hw cute he is, i chged my mind, heh... so here's d pix of baby ian n me w jess... waitg 4 shamie 2 send me d pix of me carryg baby ian...

baby's out!!

2007-08-17T10:02:00.000+08:00

BABY IAN'S OUT!!! =)))))))))

new generatn of b*tchy clan!!

2007-08-17T09:22:00.000+08:00

omg! jess msg-ed a few of us early in d morng sayin tt she tink she's in labour bt she'll cek bek in a while coz it mite b false alarm... heh.. d boy's due nx wk lar, bt duno if he 1s 2 c d world earlier den xpected! hee... n she stil hvnt gt bek. so bhold evry1... let's welcum d new generatn of d b-clan --> IAN JEREMIAH FERNANDEZ!!!

battle w roaches! mr pestbuster faster cum!!!

2007-08-16T11:20:00.000+08:00

it was supa cold lyk anth dis morng...

me: sha, ko ade blanket kepe...
rasha: takde
me: bantal ke, katil ke..
rasha: lau da mcm tu ape kate ko balek!
me: tu ar sejuk2 camni balek pn cantek eh!
rasha: a'ah ni balek tdo pn best..

wats new... tt is soooo rasha!!

den...

rasha: eh ade cockroach!!
me: mane??!
rasha: tuh! *pointg @ d wall near her*
me: eh kill it lar!
rasha: skejab lar! aku agi gatherg all d courage ni!!
me: ooh! wakakaka!

n der's soo much more lar unda d carpet near rasha's n ria's desk! so part of d day was spent sprayg insecticide, vacuuming, cleang d drawers... n now brenda's callin d pests terminator...
mr pestbuster faster cum cann???!! thk u. ok bye.

hepi belated bday ms nisha!

2007-08-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

had a belated bday celebratn 4 our dearez boss, ms nisha @ michelle... so we ate pizzas n a superb choc cake ... yyyyuuuuummmyyy... n we bought 4 her a bag fr charles n keith... nyahahaha! xp

L to R: Me, Rasha, Rashidah, Ms Nisha, Ria & Brenda

Hepi belated 31st Berfday Ms Nisha!!

PIZZA!

2007-08-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

d smell of pizza in d ofis distracted me! rasha, can we lyk eat nw??! heh.. ok bye.

tym 4 pix ppl!

2007-08-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

Merc CLK (on d rite), which maissy gt xcited over... i tot of takin pic w a Mitsubishi Evo which we saw along d way, buden i gt d feelin tt d owner is sumwher near, so i scrape d idea!

cuzzies outz!!

2007-08-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

went out w maissy n rammy juz nw, i mean yday... n damn tired nw... asked bik hanis whetha she werkin anot 2day, i mean yday (heh) n she said tt she's werkin nite shift n she gt weddin receptn 2 attend to den she gg 2 werk n told me 2 send regards 2 both of dem n mayb we can hang out nx tym... waitg 4 maissy 2 send d rez of d pix... n 4gt 2 hi-5 w rammy coz both our mouth werks faster den our brain! went 2 buy bubble t b4 we left... she ordered honeydew green t, wen she's suppose 2 buy green apple green t (i tink)! lols! n it taste lyk bjdsbgjsdbljfj!! nyahahaha! me oso anotha 1, ordered d homemade ice lemon t n it taste more lyk lemonade! jafbiffhwqifhwrufr!! tak suke seh!

me: eh ram ade udang, yums... *pointg @ d prawn on her bee hoon hong kong*

rammy: amek ar..

me: u don eat udang??!

maissy: u don eat prawn meh??!

rammy: no... i dun eat vegetables all wat...

me: veggies? prawns??! ram can i smack ur face??

rammy: eh kak! shuddup lar!

lols! xp

oh n btw, bought dis pair of shoes w rasha laz wed n IT HURTS DAMN BADLY LAR! der goes my $10 down d drain...

pix ppl!

2007-08-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

i noe dis is a bit overdue... bt oh wells... HEPI 42nd BERFDAY SPORE! n so me n my fam celebrated spore's bday @ wak nor's hse... bik nita n fam came down 2 spore a few days bek n she called my hse yday aftnoon n ask 2 cum over 2 wak nor's hse... bik hanis n d kids were dere too... xcept 4 wak yan, as usual, he's fam owez absent! sheesh... den me, maissy, rammy n bik hanis went out 4 a while ard 8+pm 2 7-11 (i tot its near, bt its quite far lar! fr hillview ave all d way 2 jln remaja! gosh!)... den we chill @ d swimg pool 4 a while til zawwy called us n asked us 2 cum up, soon... heh..

me, rammy, bik hanis & maissy chillg near d pool....

n sum over due pix of my outg w d BTPS besties!

top left: nazsuriah

bottom left: syahdah

top right: me

bottom right: fazilah

outz w my pri sch besties! GOSH!!

2007-08-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

yeyness! chged my pazport foto oredy n of coz went w nazh... den sayhdah met us in d ica buildg too... suppose 2 mit her @ bugis bt since me n nazh were stuck in ica 4 lyk duno hw long so nazh asked her 2 cum mit us @ ica instead... so we talked all d way! (hello! me n syahdah hvnt met 4 lyk almoz 9 yrs seh!!)... den nazh was lyk "eh nak kol Lah (fazilah) tak??" den she called n Lah was soo surprised n asked y she sudd kol... nazh asked her 2 join us, den nazh sudd nazh passed d fon 2 me sayin "eh ko ckp dgn dier!" so i took d fon...

me: hello, eh faz, ko maseh kenal aku agi tak??!
fazilah: eh farhanah! ko gi mane ar slame ni setan??!
me: aku maseh idop agi la setan! sihat wal'afiat agi! ahaks! aku adela sumwher in spore jgk! eh mit kitorg ah... nnt kite nak g bugis...
fazilah: eerrmmm... aku aru bes keje...
me: ko nye keje pat ne?
fazilah: toa payoh...
me: ooohh k... eh bleh ar mit...
fazilah: aahhhh, k la, k la... aku jumpe korg kat bugis...
me: orite! eh ko nak bebual dgn syahdah tak??
fazilah: alah nnt jumpe pe, bleh bebual ah...
me: ko mmg setan! lol. k c u ltr!

so i told nazh n syahdah tt Lah'll mit us @ bugis... n nazh told me "2 sbab aku pas ko d fon, coz bile aku suro die mit kite, die mcm erm2 (hesitant), tu aku ckp bebual dgn farna ar!" n i was lyk "hah! bt of coz she cant say 'NO' 2 me! lol!" coz me n fazilah were bez frens since lyk wat, pri 3 or 4 seh! whereas me, nazh n syahdah were close only in pri 6, if m nt wrong ar... den we were stil stuck in ica n Lah reached bugis oredy... so nazh told her tt it'll take sum tym 4 us 2 reach der la n she was lyk "agi brape lame??!!!" n i told her "erm ntah eh... no. aku 546, skg aru 400+" n she replied "hah! wadde hell!!" lol! den nazh n syahdah were quite worried tt Lah'll scold us 4 bein blardy late n i told dem "chill ar... die mane bleh marah aku nye... wakaka!!" alah limit2 maki2 syg jer! n true enuff wen we reached bugis she was lyk *pointg 2 me* "eh ko!!" *n we hugged ea otha!*

den we went 2 eat @ sultan cafe... n as usual, d crappy-ness... sum random convos:

syahdah 2 me: eh farna, ko ni bebual dr dulu sampai skg tak pakai cover eh!
me 2 syahdah: ko jgn nak mengate aku! ko pn same, dr dulu sampai skg, bebual tak kai cover jgk!!
d fdstall asst 2 syahdah: yg cantek manis ni nak minom ape? *d 3 of us were laffin lyk hell lar can?! lols xp*
fazilah 2 us: *i paid 4 d drinks, nazh n syahdah paid 4 d fd* eh takmo la mcm gi2!
us 2 her: alah takpe la... skali skale!
me 2 nazh: nah $ 4 my fd *hands her d $*
nazh 2 me: takpe la takya...
me 2 nazh: btol nih??!
nazh 2 me: iye la..
me: tanak suda! *kips my $ bek*
fazilah 2 me: setan btol la dekni!
syahdah 2 me: eh farna, ko jgn nak start uat kecoh kat sini eh!

in d end org2 yg step tanak uat kecoh 2 pn tesampok skali! so moral of d story: no kecoh2??! (reads: no chaos??!) BULLSHIT!

n more crappy-ness along d way lar... der's juz too much 2 write! so dun botha la k... n cam whoring is a muz! we took millions (ok, its a bluff lar!) of pix w Lah's digicam n she said tt she'll fotoshop-ed d pix n send it 2 us (since she's a film, sound n video grad, so we leave d editg job 2 her!)... so as usual pix'll b up on a ltr entry... hee =p

~i reali had fun guys... thk u sooo much 4 accompanyg me.. n fazilah 4 agreeing 2 mit us tho its lyk sooo supa laz min! moral of d story pt 2: sumtyms unplanned tings/programmes werks well! n all thx 2 me too, 4 askin dem out! heh..

i said, U'VE GT D WRONG NO.!!

2007-08-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

bhold evry 1, m very angry... dis entry is supposedly 2 b posted yday... bt heck... dez dis 1 fella whu kips on callin my hp no. n askin 4 d person named Lai... @ 1st he called me ard 9.06am on tue (soo early in d morng lar!)...

me: *w my juz woke up voice* hello..
caller: hello can speak 2 Lai?
me: u gt d wrong no.
caller: oh ok

den he called me again @ 9.08am, i cant b bothered 2 ans...

on wed he called me @ 8.36pm, i was hvg dinner w my fam @ simpang bedok...

me: hello
caller: can i speak 2 Lai?
me: wrong no. *n str away put down d fon*

n he called again @ 8.56pm...

me: *dis tym ard m reali2 pissed!* hello, xcuse me! i told u twice n dis'll b d 3rd tym m tellin u tt U'VE GT D WRONG NO.!!
caller: sori2..

sum ppl ar.... cant undastand simple english izit???!! 1 me 2 speak in wat lang.??! reali lar tt fella, oredy m in moody state, stil wana test me!! dfbwugfuehbfutgxno[uybgipjxoycb8kd!!! ok period.

kematian tak mengakhiri cinta...

2007-07-31T01:40:00.000+08:00

chg of plan... instead of gg ica on mon wil b gg on fri instead w nazh n mayb mitin syahdah ltr... anw, yday a lizard scare d hell outta me lar! i was in d kitchen ard 3am 2 wash my cup, den sudd dis lizard (duno cum fr wher oso!) juz stopped less den a step away fr me!! n its lyk almoz transparent n i can c its egg n watevahoos inside lar! jsdhbyefgihdouwhd0iwhd!! shit u lizard! suspension jer! luckily i finished washing my cup oredy by d tym i saw it, if nt.... pecah jgk 2 cawan! (reads: confirm d cup'll break!) bottomline: I HATE INSECTS!!

niwaes, dese 2 songs very saddenin seh... both gt d same msg -> death doesnt end luv... sad kan?? ishk.. if ur lover leaves u coz ur paths dont cross no more is 1 ting (@ d very liz dey r stil alive.. unless u wish dem dead ar, astaghfirullahalazim..) bt losing sum1 as in 4eva gone fr dis world (esp wen evryting's fine in d r'ship) is a taff 1... so i was wonderin, IF i was in tt situatn, can i make it tru??
y d sudd entry abt dis meta is bcoz my fren's (syahdah) bestie passed away in a motorbike accident... i tink it was a front pg article in BH laz wed... d girl (whu's d rider) died n d boy's (whu's d pillion) bein treated in hospital n gt dis, dey r supposedly 2 get married over d wkend... can u imagine losing tt sum1 6 days (coz i tink d accident happened on a mon or tue) b4 u gt married??
my condolences for both families... n i can c d pix hosted by rockyou oredy, seems lyk deir system was down wen i edited my skin...

Kerispatih - Mengenangmu

Kerispatih - Menge...

Agnes Monica - Tanpa Kekasihku

Agnes Monica - Tan...

new skin...

2007-07-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

juz chged my blogskin... tink it looks childish, messy n a bit unfinished... bt heck... i dun cr... i'll juz leave it as it is til i found smth beta... i juz nid a chg... nnnnnnnnnn.... I CANT C D PIX TT R HOSTED BY ROCKYOU.COM LARRR!! damnit! bah! tink my eyes r crossed rite nw aft lookg @ html codes, gosh! sakit seh mate! da la aku ni IT idiot! ok bye.

wat does ur bd mean??!

2007-07-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. thx alot!
You're good at so much - you never know what to do. heeee =p
Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. hah! i can nv agree more!
You are destined for a life of travel and fun. YYEEESSSSSS!!!!

Your strength: Your likeability

Your weakness: You never feel satisfied hw true is tt? heh..

Your power color: Bright yellow u mean its not ORANGE??!

Your power symbol: Asterisk

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

ok.... i noe, dis is supa random!! hehh xp

lost fer words...

2007-07-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

hhmmmmm... i duno y dese few days m lyk lost 4 words... or mayb pms?? coz i dun feel lyk talkin, owez moody (@ 1 min m hyper lyk wat den sudd angry d nx min den sad... geez..) speakin of bein unpredictable, bah...

niwaes tink wil b gg 2 ICA w nazsuriah (my pri sch bestie!) on mon... n dun laff @ me coz i duno hw 2 get dere (i only noe its @ lavender!!)... luckily nazh noes... asked mama whetha she free anot 2 accompany me, bt she says tt she's pweety bz nx wk, n she asked me 2 go w maissy n i replied "alah dek tu pn blur sotong seh!" (she oso blur!), i mean, oredy i duno hw 2 gt dere, d plc is juz so alien 4 me la n i suppose same goes 4 her too! asked izda n she cant confirm... @ 1st tot of gg w her n fyza on tue coz dey gg salooning (gt such word anot ah?? heh..), buden si fyza werk nite shift d day b4 n wil only b bek early in d morng, soooo..... n coincidently nazh msged me n i assume since she lives in d east area, she shld noe la (n thk god she does! hee..) so yea...

n it juz strike me, dun u tink its amazing tt aft sooo long m stil in contact w my PRIMARY sch bestie?? wat did i say abt 'FRENS OWEZ HV A PLC IN MY HART'... i gues dis statemt is proven... aft all d tings (n shits) tt happened (u wldnt wana noe, reali), our f'ship stil stays til nw... n i blif, if u r sincere enuff, u'll make it tru all shits, forgiving even d biggest mistake dey hv done n grow stronger w ea otha...

i can nv hate frens whuse f'ship is based on sincerity n tt wat makes me 4giv even d biggest mistakes dey hv done 2 me.. i cant b madly angry @ dem, juz disappointed 4 doin tt 2 me... bt in any instances tt dere r frens whuse envy n grudges gt d bez of dem, i 4 giv, hope n pray tt dey'll b a beta person, amin. tak baik dengki n simpan dendam, itu adelah slh satu penyakit hati.. heh..

date w wuwul pt 2.. heh..

2007-07-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

went dating w my dearez cuzzie again yday... wee..... went shopg @ marina sq... shit mann... more n more stuffs r added 2 my shopg list!! niwaes, bought smth 4 jess's baby boy (reads: godson) n my cuzzie bought smth 4 her fren's baby gal too! heh..

@ mini toons (eh gt rainbow sumore! heh..)

bears r owez C.U.T.E. (juz lyk ME! wakaka!)

bt dis gerl prefer d octy!

my cuzzie tryin 2 b a 'versatile' fotographer! (wateva! =x)

gg down d escalator fr raffles ct (aft showg her d evidence, d LONG-ness lyk watt d q of donut factory!)

headg hm.....

n we vowed 2 go S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G. again end of aug/early sep! retail therapy reali do wonders!! n oh, rammy called her (maissy) wen we were shopg, n upon hearg tt maissy went shopg w me, rammy was lyk "EH TAK AJAK SEEEHHHHH!!!!".... asked her 2 join us bt she said tired la bla bla bla (coz she fr sch, which is @ bt batok, den muz travel all d way 2 ct hall)... sum otha tym k?? n i found my successor... i tot rammy wld b my successor (coz we both r loud n we share sum similar characters, lyks n donts) bt wen cums 2 colors (as in dressg wise n stuffs), zawwy is more colorful lar!! haizzzz.... d both of u ar (maissy n rammy), plz play w colors lar can??! geez.. muz add colors 2 ur lyf mann!!

anw, tink m gg ICA (2 chg my passport foto) nx wk instead... bt duno wen yet la... wil kol n ask izda whetha wana go dating w me since she told me tt she'll b free nx wk onwards... n i sudd feel lyk eatg PEPPERONI PIZZA! ok shut up farna, its 2.30 in d mornin!! xp

HEPI (belated) 21st BERFDAY ASILAH, SURYA TEWI & SITI NADIA!!

my date w Wuwul!! hee...

2007-07-21T01:06:00.001+08:00

my deepest apologies 2 my dearez b-clanners... cant join u guys 4 dinner yday... i've gt date w sum1 la... cek d pix below 2 c whu's my date!!

lols!! suspension takk??! =p... 2 dose of u whu's lyk "ko ade date dgn sape??" "whuse d guy??", too bad la eks, lau on date je mesti dgn guy kepe??! anw, if im seein a guy i wldnt reali say a its a date, more lyk "m mitin sum1 la..." i mean, if u reali noe me, den u shld hv known beta k... bbbuuutttt, m gd @ keepg secrets, so u mite nv noe... hee.... n 4 d record, 2 SHAMIE... DERE'S NT MUCH DETAILS TT U CAN DIG LA, COZ I WENT DATING W MY COUSIN, N ITS A SHE!! lol.
so yea, had a date w my dearez cuzzie maissy... passed her d shirts tt i bought 4 her, rammy n zawwy n mama asked 2 pass smth 2 wak nor n mak oso (since wak nor'll b gg 2 mak's hse on sun)... dis gal ar... @ 1st say mit @ 5.30pm den 6pm, end up mit @ 7pm! sgdecuguxwenhfowrnci!!! so went townin, coz i wana go DP @ paragon 2 cek out d pair of pants tt i saw 2 wks ago... its stil dere la, bt wen i try it out, it looks kinda big n funny... so i didnt buy it... den went 2 eat @ usual plc, ayam bkr ojolali... sudd gt kol fr ritha n i was lyk "hi! wassup??!" n she replied "nth... hee... i juz miss u!" lols!! I MISS U MANY2 OSO HOKAY!! hee =p she was lyk "lyk long tym nv talk 2 u..." bedek seh, tt tym durin grad day gt talk watttt.... heh.. aft eatg, we walked here n dere... m d 1 planin 2 buy smth, end up she's d 1 tt bought a top! sbjfgwkfhwkj! geez... n she claimed "eh i nv buy anth on impulse seh!"... hah! wen u r w ME, tings lyk tt r bound 2 happen! *evil grin*

anyhoooooossss.... hvg anotha date w her nx wed (since m free on tt particular wed), n we'll b headg 2 vivo! oh n gd luck 4 ur fyp presentatn cuzzie!!

hol @ legend hotel...

2007-07-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

juz came bek fr yet anotha hol... bt dis 1's very abrupt, coz papa gt complimentary (reads: FREE!) accommodatn @ the legend hotel, kl... n m down w flu... djbfdgfuohduewgbfuj!! anw here r sum pix taken...

d hotel rm... livin rm, kitchen n bedrm...

d spray clean toilet seat which my dad said "eh baik2 tau, d toilet bowl ade bdk kencing!" (be careful, d toilet bowl gt kids urine!)... me n my mum was lyk "huh?!" n wen we take a look, its actuali a spray clean toilet seat! suspension jerr!! cett!

d view fr our hotel rm...

shoe addict?? no.. im a SLIPPER addict! d moz comfortable footwear eva! hee =p

bought shirts 4 my dearez cuzzies, maissy, rammy n zawwy... c hw much i luv u guys! heh...

ma n pa... nice rite d carpet??

n finali... i gt nt 1 bt 2 boxes of dunkin' donuts!! maissy n izda, 1 sum?? hehh... da msk dlm perot, da buang dlm toilet bowl pn! heheh...

oooohhhh.... n i gt 2 eat cheesy bites dip-licious (aka chessy bites fondue in spore)... it was heaven i tell u! only diff b/n spore's n msia's is tt spore's dip is swiss cheese, msia's dip is bbq cheese... nnniiiicccceeeee..... *licks lips*

meetin maissy tmr... she beta nt tell me laz min cancel!! i'll pull all her hair off til d laz strand!

grad pix...

2007-07-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

so sori 4 d late entry of d grad pix... so here dey are...

d nx day aft grad, shopg date w fiza n dinner w naj n feez...

shopg n dinner date...

2007-07-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

laz nite had shopg date w fiza, den feez, raq n din (feez's fren fr siglap sec) joined us... so we were walkg2 n browsg2... fr wisma we headed 2 paragon, n as usual me n fiza wil owez go gaga wen we c any DP outlets/boutiques... n dere was dis promo, 3 pieces 4 $33... so me n fiza, actg as d devils, prompted raq 2 buy smth (2 make it complete 3 pieces, heh)... n yesh, she finali bought 1, lols! n fiza was tryg 2 'persuade' me in2 buyg a top, which i said looked nt bad... bt of coz, it doesnt werk tt way 4 me!

den raq had 2 leave 4 werk @ 7pm... so we bid gdbye n we headed 2 lucky plaza (coz si fiza da kebulor!)... had our dinner @ ayam bkr ojolali n naj joined us aft her soccer match... n feez started tellin us sum of d tings tt happened while in camp... (feez, as long as ko jgn jad gay suda, plz stay str! lau ko gay, da no fun! lol.)... den me n din tot of findin 4 slippers, so we headed 2 NUM @ heeren... on our way dere, all of us didnt realise tt fiza's tudong kena bird shit lar!! she's d 1 whu realised it 1st! she was lyk "eh wadde hell seh nih??!" LOL!! den i was lyk "eeewww! tts bird shit larr!!"... LOLsss!!! n d bird only shitted on her tudong (on d front part only sumore, luckily, ez 2 wash watt...) den she was askin me whetha otha parts of her top, bottom or shoes kena anot, n apparently no la.... so i told her "wahh, professional seh burong tuh!!" lol! n she was lyk "lol! a'ah seh! only front part je yg kene! haiz... it muz b a professional bird shitter!"

n naj did sum eye washing @ NUM, den only followed by me n fiza... bt i wasnt reali eye washin tt much la (reason bein, i was bz findin 4 a pair of slippers tt manage 2 catch my attn, bt 2 no avail!)... n feez tried 2 convince me in2 buyg d slippers dere n so i told him "no 1 can eva b d devil in me, m my own devil... so if m nt buyg means m nt buyg... fiza tried me juz nw, n she FAILED! so u can 4get it lar eks... its nt gona werk!"
n din bought a green pair of slippers... so aft tt, we were a bit fickled, whetha 2 lepak sumwher or go hm... den naj says she wana go hm (her knee's stil unwell), den feez sad tt he only had $27 in his savings n tt he's gg out w his fam 2 eat dinner (or shld i say supper) @ jln kayu, den me n fiza tot of lepak 4 a while @ coffee club (wher raq werks @)... budden, in d end smue balik.... haiiizzzzzz..... stil, i had fun! so takin cr, n c u guys wen i c u! =p

oh n feez... kat tekong tuh jagelah diri bebaik, jage ibadat smue... mulot jgn celupar beb! u noe, we noe wat happened lar kan... heh... pape pn, slamats berkhidmats utk negara! n 2 u ppl whu gt enlisted too lar eks!

HAPPY GRADUATION CLASS OF 2007!!

2007-07-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

aft 3 yrs gg tru d wheels n woes of poly lyf, yday, finali we gt d ~~blardy~~ piece of ppr called d DIPLOMA tt we spent soo much $$ n tym on... bbbuuuuttttt it was worth it laa.... evryting's paid off.... all d endless stress-ness, slpless nytes (w d usual lingo, "2nite burn ar", "muz burn midnite oil seh"), pjt meetgs, discussions (n arguemts, hehh..) n presentatns, exams etc..... nt only bad tings happen la.. werk hard muz play damn hard oso wattt....

apart fr all d stress-ness, shant 4get d lepaks session esp d 1s w b-clanners, d noise we contribute (evrytym wen we left d plc, any plces tt we went, fiza once said "mesti org2 tu smue sujud shukor seh bile kite brambos!!), d endless laffters, d 'paparazzi' session (reporters, kehporters + readers oso.. lol.), d counter attacks 2 ea otha (nak b*tch, b*tch depan2 ar, asal nak bebual blakang kann??!, "tak suke bleh pindah meja sblah!" lol.) n hw distinctive we r ("d grp of gerls w a guy tu.." w an ans "ooooh tu bdk2 mktg") etc.....

wateva it is, all tings wil eventuali cum to an end.... geez... oh n 4 all of u whu graduated dis yr...

HAPPY GRADUATION CLASS OF 2007!!!

*pix wil b up on a ltr entry... heh =p

i 1 a chauffeur!! lol.

2007-07-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

watched roman picisan on sctv n i hv 2 say dis... I 1 A CHAUFFEUR TOO, XACTLY SIMILAR 2 EVAN SANDERS!!
d story's abt a spoilt gerl named chicka, her parents didnt 1 her 2 drive her own car coz she's a reckless driver so d parents employed a driver esp 4 her... bt she cant stand slow drivers so she dismissed a coupla drivers b4 came a new driver named jordy(evan sanders)... @ 1st she tot tt he's oso lyk any otha of her previous drivers, so wen she was throwin tantrums in d car (coz she claimed tt if he's gg @ d speed he's gg, she's gona b late 4 sch), so he stepped on it ar... n she was taken aback by tt... n d story goes on....... (pjg seh crite... almaklom la, sinetron, crite pn meleret2!)

aku pn nak seh a driver as hotttnessss as him!! so tt he can drive me 2 any n evry plces i wana go (tho m plang 2 take my own license, hee =p)... it'll b cool la kan kan kan????! juz lyk d current song playg on my blog, 'shut up & drive!'... bt i promis i'll treat him gd unlyk wat chicka did 2 jordy in d show, i swear! m nt tt hartless, ish tak tegamak seh aku! haizzzz... ok... in ur dreams farna.... no! U WISH FARNA!! lyk as if i can ask 4 smth as a dream, geez...
............................................................ ermmmm... any1 wana grant my wish??? yes? no??
................................................................................... OK FARNA, SHUT UP OREDY!!

here's sum pix of evan sanders...

n here's d theme song of d show...

Dewa 19 - Roman Picisan

Dewa - Roman Picis...

i hate diarrhoea!!

2007-07-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

suppose 2 mit fyza on fri evenin 4 window shopg n mit izda ltr 4 dinner.... bbbbuuuuuuuttttt.... m down w diarrhoea larr!!! tak suke, tak suke, TAK SUKE!! haizzz....i juz hv 2 had diarrhoea tt day rite, out of all d days......

sat evenin went 2 eat @ new hawa resto @ selegie rd... stil cautious of wat i eat la... tak kuase seh aku nak diarrhoea lagi!! n drank my fav fruit juice, watermelon juice... bt it was damn swit lar! dey muz hv put suga in it... tak suke seh... aft dinner went 2 gain ct @ amk indus park n audio hse @ sims plc... my parents wana buy new set of tv 2 replc d 1 @ our dining rm...

n 2day went out 2 eat @ banquet joo chiat n did sum grocery shopg @ sheng shiong @ tg katong, which is actuali @ joo chiat oso la... m soo pissed w sum kids whu kips on runnin ard in d supermkt la! i mean, i luv kids, bt wen it cums 2 stubborn n rowdy kids, hands up on my part n it doesnt help tt it was d 1st day of my period! seriusly, m in pain n sweatin lyk a pig n dese kids were shoutin n runnin ard lyk wattt... gggrrrr... *roars* n yes, while q-ing up @ d cashier i PURPOSELY senggol (erm, hw 2 xplain dis term eh... sort of nudge or slight pushin... smth lyk tt ar) 1 of d kids n wen d kid looked @ me, i juz rolled my eyes... don eva mess w me wen m havin my thang, m 1 of d not-so-nicest-person-on-earth durin tt period of tym!!
n den went 2 grands hse... met my cuzzie rammy, talked 4 a while den she had 2 go off coz wak nor n wak din wana pick up zawwy fr madrasah... n soon aft tt we left too...

gg shopg on tue w naj... wana buy pants n pump shoes 4 grad cerem n do sum window shopg too... til den...

overdue pix...

2007-06-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

aft soo long of nt eatg @ mac (yes! i mis eatg @ mac!!) yday finali gt 2 eat my fav fries n drink my fav ice lemon t! lol. n apart fr tt, i gt 2 eat fish n chic chips ltr durin d nite... damn satisfied lyk waattttt seh yday.... =p

here r sum over due pix (borrowed my grandpa's cammy n found sooo many overdue pix seh!)...
d 1st slideshow is taken durin d hols in jun, 2nd slideshow is durin laz yr's hari raya haji....

song in my head...

2007-06-27T15:32:00.000+08:00

dis song is currently playg in my head... d song is soo cute la...
"You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over"

Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls

Sean Kingston - Be...

4 izda...

2007-06-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

k dis entry is dedicated 2 izda...

beb, thk u so many2 la sbab ko da recommend kan aku keje... n aku tt tym pn reali2 in despo nid of $$... tho we gt 2 spend tym 2getha 4 a coupla days only, stil, i njoy ur company juz lyk d old days... hope u njoy my company as much... n 4 d record.......

HEPI 21st BERFDAY IZDAWATY!!!!!!! =p

hiatus...

2007-06-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

plz pardon my absence 4 d past wk or so... bin quite bz... n yupz, m werkin PT, bt dis wk wil b my laz wk... waitg 4 replies fr raffles dubai hotel, wing tai asia n isetan...

me, shamie n naj went 2 raffles ct convention centre laz thur 4 d raffles dubai recruitmt... we were soo xcited lyk anyting, den d hr personnel told us tt interview sessions r oredy closed, so he asked us 2 fill up d applicatn form n attach our cv/resume w it... me n naj came prepared lah w our resumes, bt shamie met us along d way n she doesnt even noe xactly tt we'll b applyg a job dere (coz its supposed 2 b sum rdshows or smth lyk tt la)... so all 3 of us hepily fill up d form... i mean, its owez bin my dream 2 werk overseas... so aft attendin d briefin by anotha hr personnel, we hand in our resume n out 2 get our lunch!! n mind u its almoz 4pm, all of us r hungry lyk wattt n we walked fr ct hall all d way 2 hjh maimunah resto @ jln pisang (bugis)! punye lah panas! mcm nak bukak je baju seh! pi tkt nant org2 tekejots plak kan, so we scrapped d idea... aft eatg @ hjh maimunah, we lepak 4 a while @ kg glam cafe n i gt 2 drink my teh ice *weeee*...
n wen i gt home, it hit me lar "r u reali sure n ready 2 move 2 dubai in lyk 2 mths or so IF u r selected???" my ans: NO! well @ liz nt 4 nw lar, nx yr perhaps??
"bt opportunity only cums once, make it or break it" my ans: geez, tts true... i reali duno... we'll juz wait n c aite....

niwaes i tink 2 wks bek, my fam went 2 my grands' hse n since my uncle, aunty n cuzzins livin in USJ came down(dey stayed over @ my grands') so we decided 2 visit dem too la... n coincidently wak nor's fam oso came down, sooo CUZZINS REUNITE! lol. xcept amsyar wasnt ard lar... if nt it wld b complete seh n lyk wat bik nita said "lau amsyar ade lagi complete, mesti bpk (my grandpa) frame tu gbr!" lol!

all, oops, no, only 9 cuzzins (w/o amsyar)

cam whoring, as usual...

i juz llluuurrrvvveee pokin his cheeks lar!! i noe! its irritatin, bt i juz cldnt help it lar!!
Hafy: jgn kacau adeq! adeq agi main game!!
Me: *stil pokin his cheek* ooohhh... adeq agi main game aperrr????
Hafy: *chged his position... his back on me...*
n tt stil didnt stop me fr pokin his cheeks!! lol!

dewi sandra - i love you

2007-06-14T16:59:00.000+08:00

new catchy song by dewi sandra - i love you

Dewi Sandra - I Lo...

our lil soccer starr!

2007-06-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

dis entry is for my cuzzie, nurul(maissy)...

ei yul, rmb laz 2 nites i told u tt hafy appeared in TNP rite while we were chattin in msn... so i took a pic of d article, n its a bit blur lar... bt oh wells... so here's our lil '~~supa~~ soccer star' cuzzie, kickin' w S.T.Y.L.E.! lol!

bik hanis: kak ojit, u bought the new ppr tak on 8 jun? hafy appeared in an article, agi tendang bola...

mama: tau... tu la kak tgk muke bdk ni cam hafy je... mcm pernah ku lihat, tapi di mana... beh tgk btol2 agi, confirm ar die... muke korg smue ade kat situ!

absolute LOVESS...

2007-06-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

dese ppl r my absolute lovesss, MY LOVE, MY LIFE... d ppl whu watch me grow, whom i've known my whole life n dey noe me deir whole life, givs me strength 2 carry on, whom i can owez count on n turn 2, providin me w everlastin supports, d ppl tt can giv me unconditional luv n d ppl whu makes me, ME... thx 4 always bein dere *sobss*

- Get Your Own

- Get Your Own

pissed!

2007-06-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

ok im pissed... youtube n rockyou's givin me probs... cant embed dem in my entry... jsdnfuebvc8en!! i tried editg my post 2 or 3 days ago, n nw stil cant c anyting... bc38rh3bchhiasjieubdh!!

random dialogues...

2007-06-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Sum random dialogues durin d hol…

Scene 1 (Day 1)
We had dinner @ johnny’s steamboat located @ d summit (a shopg centre)… aft d dinner me n bik hanis went 2 d toilet 4 a while n den while searchg 4 d rez we bought sum buah asam (sour plum??), wateva la… so wen we found d rez, I offered evry1 d buah asam…

Me: uncle, nak buah asam? *handing him d plastic bag containg d buah asam*
Uncle Aidil: ah ketam??
Me: lerr, asal bleh jadi ketam plak… buah asam lah…
Dengs!

Scene 2 (Day 2)
All of us were juz sittin, chattin n watchg tv b4 gg out 2 petaling st n while waitg 4 maghrib (prayers) …

Bik Hanis: ei na, tadi ptg igt kan nak jln2 cari angin agi, abeh ko tdo plak…
Me: xcuse me, I was stil up til ard 4+ ok… bibik 2, tgh hari tdo, pas 2 bgn skejab, org tgk agi, die da tdo alek!
Bik Hanis: a’ah la, penat seh… aidil agi, trus gone! Adeq (she calls herself adeq, coz she’s d youngest in my mom’s fam) suro die tepi sikit, die move sikiiit je!
Uncle Aidil: u ckp tepi sikit pe, I move sikit je la…
Me: ah, lain kali ckp tepi byk!
Bik Hanis: hah, backing, backing! *points @ uncle*
Me: bkn backing… but fact watt…
Uncle Aidil: hah, fact pe…
Sooo random!

Scene 3 (Day 3)
D nite b4, me n bik hanis wanted 2 hv a movie marathon aft cumin bek fr petaling st n had supper @ a 24 hrs restaurant so in d morng while hvg breakfaz…

Bik Hanis: kul brape ko tdo smlm na?
Me: kul 3 lebih ar… u stood me up seh! Cam yeyer je movie marathon konon! Cett!
Mak (my grandma): crite ape ko tgk?
Me: cicak man, pas 2 igt kan nak tgk ghost rider n juz follow law, beh tgh bibik da gone, dgn uncle nye ngorok smue… tgk jam pn da kul 3+ naik tdo agi mulia seh!
Bik Hanis: ahahahahahahaks! Uncle mmg cam gi2, kdg2 bkn ngorok je, nant ade lah mulot die cam mengunyah2 bende lah, bunyi gigi die lah…
Me: huahuaks! Mama pn kdg2 cam 2 jgk seh!
Uncle Aidil: ape nye??
Bik Hanis: u tdo ngorok smue… 2 ar, I ckp u tak caye, lain kali I nak record ar! Nak jadikan evidence!
common scenario, where gt ppl wana say dey snore "mane ade, tak dgr pn!"... tgh tdo, nak dgr ape kebende!!

Scene 4 (Day 3)
In d rm, chging clothes, getting ready 2 go 2 kpg sri menanti…

Bik Hanis: tad pg mak ckp si hakim (my cuzzie) kene marah dgn paman n bik nita
Me: asal??!
Bik Hanis: coz he showed his test ppr which nids 2 b signed dis morng only, n seems lyk he didn’t do well 4 it…
Me: ehs?
Bik Hanis: tu bibik ckp, biase ar… IT RUNS IN D FAMILY!
Me: lol! If me I’ll juz sign it myself seh! I kan intl forger! Lol!
Bik Hanis: siot je ko! Da lame uat keje2 camni?? Bibik cam gini2 pn tetap honest seh… I’ll stil show, da uat slh pe, face it jelah, msk angin klua asap… agipn bpk (my grandpa)nye signature susa nak forge seh… tho its short, stil… sampai skg I cant forge otha ppl’s signature seh although it’s a simple initial of s or h or wateva…
Me: haiz… susa la cam ni…
Bik Hanis: tak cam ko, nak tipuu jer!
Me: bkn tipu, nak idop…
Yeah, rite!

Scene 5 (Day 3)
Upon reachin my foster grands hse… we were juz walkg n lookg @ d surroundg n breathin in fresh air (n since bik hanis’s kids hasn’t bin 2 a village b4)…

Me: adeq (hafy), wats tt? *points @ cow dung*
Hafy: *shakes head*
Me: tu name nye bullshit!
Hafy: BULLSHIT!
Me & Bik Hanis: lol! BULLSHIT!
Hafy: *repeatg us*
Bik Hanis: eh na, ko jgn ajar die yg bkn2 ek! Nant die ikot tau!
Me: huahuaks! Bullshit! *w hafy repeatg me*
Bik Hanis: kak ojit (calls out 2 my mum) tgk ar!
Me: lol!
Bad xample! Hehh…

Scene 6 (Day 3)
While eatg lunch…

Bik Ani (Bik Hanis’s maid): mari saya suapkan (feed d kids)
Bik Hanis: takpe la bik, bibik suap sampai bsk tak abes (coz d maid pampered dem), takpe saye suapkan dorg… HANY ADLIENA! HAFY ADLEE! Cepat sini mkn!!
Wonder hw wld it b lyk if I’ve gt kids of my own… haizzz…

Scene 7 (Day 3)
Watchg tv, m searchg 4 d remote control, den found it near my grandma, so I asked her 2 pass me d controls…

Me: mak pass kan remote kontrol tu plz
Bik Hanis: hahahaks, remote krontol (reminiscing wen rammy, I tink, calls it wen she was much younger)
I noe, it doesn’t sounds rite seh! Krontol! Lol!

Scene 8 (Day 4)
Early in d morng ard 7+ or 8+ lyk tt, all of us were hvg breakfaz…

Nek (my foster grandma): ahh, ni die, telor ayam kpg setgh masak… sedap nii…
Uncle Aidil: ape beza telor ayam kpg dgn telor biase??
Mama: khasiat nye lain…
Uncle Aidil: lain mcm mane??
Papa: khasiat nye lebih kuat agi… more internal strength!
*laffters*
Me: ma I 1 *points at her cup of tea* yong peng… eh! Teh! (was abt 2 say tea but I said yong peng instead coz uncle aidil was talkin 2 mama n papa abt stopg @ yong peng 2 buy honey, so tt’s hw sudd yong peng cums out fr my mouth!)
Nek: knape bleh jad yong peng plak ni… die terikot mama die ckp rupe nye…
Papa: die maseh blom bgn agi ar… otak blom digest agi!
Uncle Aidil: ko ok tak na?? *givin tt sheepish smile*
Bik Hanis: tu ar, blom mandi kan ko!
Me: alah, hany n hafy pn blom mandi, uncle pn blom mandi!
Wat did I say abt my mouth werks faster den my brain… geez…

Scene 9 (Day 4)
Headg bek 2 spore, bt b4 tt both my dad n uncle aidil sent d cars 4 washg bhind new york hotel, jb, so all of us lepak @ banafe 24 hrs rest. Hafy was soo sleepy n so he slept while sittin on bik hanis lap (i was sittin bside dem)... me n bik hanis disturbed him 2 make him awake... i took hafy's gameboy n tried playg sum games...

Bik Hanis: game ape ko main na?
Me: spongebob squarepants!
Bik Hanis: eh adeq, kak non main spongebob squarepants!
Mama: ko tau ke main??
Me: hehh... tak... hentam jelah!
Bik Hanis: adeq, tgk kak main btol ke tak tu
*upon hearin tt im playg his gameboy, he wakes up n feels fresh sudd! bvbguyenjkandhweb!!*
Me: ah hafy, ni camne ni??
Hafy & Hany (whu gt up fr her sit n went over 2 me): press b n a only... b 2 move, a 2 jump...
Me: alamak ni camne deq??
Hafy: *took d gameboy fr me n cont playg d game*
Me: wahh... trus tak ngantok!
Bik Hanis: lol! tu taktik nye! die lau pasal game jer mesti bgn!
Haizz... kids nowadays...

refreshing holiday...

2007-06-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

ok ppl, im bek... hol was F.U.N., reali... i truly njoyed myself... y? coz i got 2 mit my luvly lil cuzzies! hee... i've gt nth much 2 say rite nw... my mind is sooo blank... duno y oso... went 2 my aunty n uncle's hse @ USJ n oso stayed 1 nite @ my foster grands hse @ kpg sri menanti, sumwher in negeri sembilan (so cute lar my lil cuzzies upon seeing all d chickens, goose n turkey in d backyard)... n yes, i did gv bik nita (my aunt) a bearie hugg, n juz as i xpected, she's all smiles n stil d aunt i noe... nt a lil bit of sadness on her face... bt whu noes in her hart rite... she's stil her chatty self... even stayed up w me on d 1st nite i was dere n chatted til ard 1+am b4 both of us retire 4 d day... m soo gona miz her... hw i wish i cld b as strong as her... n smth she told me tt i'll always rmb, "sblom tdo, ampunkan lah smue org dgn ikhlas, u'll feel much beta d nx day n wake up w a new energy." (b4 slpg, 4giv evry1 sincerely,...) n so i tried it b4 slpg tt nite n yes, true enuff i feel soo much beta wen i woke up d nx day... so don underestimate d POWER OF FORGIVING... reali... i feel a whole load of shit off my shoulders... no more hard feelins, no more -ve tots...

n smth happened durin d hol tt was reali hartenin... on 1st day oso me n bik hanis (oso anotha 1 of my close aunts) went walkg2 ard d area n we settled @ d playgrd n so we talked 4 an hr or so... she told me smth which makes me luuurrrvvvee my whole family (dis includes my aunties n uncles n my dearez cuzzies) more den eva... tho i mite go tru sum shits in my hse (or elsewher la), bik hanis told me "dun worry la na, u hv strong backings fr mak (my grandma), wak nor (my 1st aunt), bik nita (my aunt livin @ USJ) n myself (bik hanis)." n m pretty sure tt my dearez cuzzies whom i grew up w, namely, nurul (maissy), ramizah (rammy) n zawanah (zawwy) wil owez b dere supportg me n sharin deir llluuurrrvvvee w me (rite anot?? hehhs...) so yeah, here n foremoz i wld lyk 2 say tt I LURRVVEE ALL MY FAM MEMBAS, y'all r my evryting (ur blood runs in my body n vice versa)... oh n of coz i luv all my frens too la (fair n square ok), w/o y'all wats d meang of lyf... n no more hard feelins lyk i've said earlier, i've 4given evry1 fr d bottom of my hart...

ooohhh yaa... naj msged y'day... asked whetha wana hv dinner 2nite... told her i cant make it lar... obviously i cant go out if im broke rite... n so i told her tt i dun tink m gg out til i get a job real soon coz m soo supa broke rite nw n m in despo nid of $$! hee... ok ppl til den, i'll elaborate more on d hol ltr... here r sum random pix fr d hol... stil gt more la n waitg 4 my aunt 2 send me more pix (lyk duno wen's tt gona b... gakk...)

Dirty Dancing Havana Nights!

2007-06-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

m suppose 2 pek my bag coz my fam wil b leavg spore @ 5.30am (btw its 12.40am nw)... bt here i m, bloggin instead... y?? coz m supa frustrated tt i cant catch Dirty Dancing Havana Nights on sat nite (ok, isnt it lyk 2nite??)! i've watched it once lar, bt i wana watch it again!! d lead actor, Diego Luna's character in d show makes him C.U.T.E., in my opinion... n he's soo sensual in tt show larr!! bahh!! so u ppl whu'll b @ hm, GO WATCH IT on Channel 5! (tym nt sure la, hee =p) fine, i'll go pek my bag nw... ok bye. hehhs... wil b bek on tue...

gg off again, 2 bik nita's hse..

2007-06-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

ok so on wed aft claz, my fam w a coupla dad's frens went 2 eat d mee upih(noodles on a type of leaf) @ new hawa rest. @ simpang bedok... n we ordered rojak char kuey n tahu kering n it cums w century eggs... so i tasted d century egg n it taste a bit funny seh... so wen d mee arrived we were soo shocked 2 c tt it cums in a big serving (it costs $6 per plate u noe)! oredy we ate satay n d rojak n nw we had 2 finish d mee!! i was oredy @ marginal utility wen d mee arrived n wen i ate d mee halfway, m supa full oredy... bt i told myself, "u can do dis farna... u can finish d fd"... bt almoz 3/4 way im reali @ total utility, so i tell my mom "ma, im givin up!" n my ma says "pelan2 abis kan (slowly finish it)"... n wen my mum saw hw slow is MY slow, she finali said "k lah, tak abis bungkus je lar (cant finish juz tapao)" n she said tt coz she oso cant finish her's! geez... [dose of u whu r clueless abt marginal utility n total utility, don bother, its actuali sumting 2 do w economics, i tink... biz stds shld noe la ek..]

n m gg off 2 my uncle's hse in USJ mayb later 2nite or early sat morng... my aunt's dad passed away ard a wk ago... n nt sure whetha gt kenduri arwah 7 hari nye ke tak... haizzz... it muz b very hard 4 her... she's 1 of my closest aunties n she told me b4 tt her dad is 1 of d moz sensible person on earth... saddenin seh he had 2 go so soon... seems tt he had hart attack... k la, mayb its tym 4 him 2 go... bt nevatheless i blif my aunt wil make it tru... she's strong, in fact she's stronger den me, so yeah... wen i reach her hse, i'll make sure i'll giv her a bearie hugg!

anw here's d pix @ amirah's grill taken laz fri... (thx shamie 4 d pix! tho its a bit overdue, hee.. =p)

BIG GIRLS DONT CRY...

2007-05-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

Wen pain sets in, I dun cry, I only feel gravity… Its tym 2 b a big girl n BIG GIRLS DON’T CRY

21, I learn 2 accept tings
21, I learn 2 be more optimistic n positive
21, I learn tt tings happen 4 a reason or anotha
21, I learn fairy tales don owez hv a hepi ending
21, I learn no meta wat happens, lyf has 2 move on
21, I learn f’ships n r’ships r owez bein tested
21, I learn sumtym, smths r juz nt meant 2 b
21, I learn d meang of true frens n ppl whu claim demselves as ‘fren’
21, I learn whu r d ppl whu’ll b by my side in wateva situatn
21, I learn whu r d ppl whu can accept me as whu I am
21, I learn true frens r d ppl whom I mite disappoint bt stil 4givs me
21, I learn bein a true fren is 4eva 4givin, coz I blif u cant possibly hurt sum1 u luv
21, I learn tt m stronger den eva, den I tot I wld b
21, I learn u mite tink u’ve chosen wats bez 4 u, bt sumtyms God has bigger plans 4 u
21, I learn God’ll only test us wat’s w/n our ability, God isn’t ruthless
21, I learn cryin don solve d prob, it only makes u feel beta, or hopeless… so find a soln, face it n werk it out
21, I learn evryting’s created in pairs, so u gotta balance both
21, I learn tt d feelin of hatred wont make ur lyf peaceful, so 4get it n concentrate on otha impt stuff
21, I learn tt I get over tings faster den eva
21, I learn tt m immuned 2 d tings gg on ard me
21, I learn more n more responsibilities settin in
21, I learn tt m a reasonable person moz of d tym
21, I learn tt u cant depend too much on othas, I depend on me
21, I realize tt no 1 can hurt me if I disallow it 2 happen

2 all d ppl whom I’ve met along d way, thk u soo much 4 teachg me d real meang of lyf n makin me a beta, wiser n stronger person by ea passin day
2 sum ppl whu tinks tt rebellin n retaliatin is d only way out, TINK AGAIN… if it’s nt @ ur adv, plz don wez ur tym n make meta worst, u r @ d losing end, GROW UP, tink n act rationally instead, IT HELPS A LOT… (sesiape yg terase w dis statemet, yes, DIS 1 GOES OUT 2 U! bt if u hv no relatn/nt close w me, no offence k, dis 1’s nt 4 u)

21, my ship sails faster den b4, I hope
Gather urself up, lyf begins @ 21…

Fergie - Big Girls Dont Cry

Fergie菲姬-The Dutch...

Nelly Furtado - All Good Things (Come to an End)

Nelly Furtado - A...

wen u turn 21...

2007-05-27T02:26:00.001+08:00

dis song is soo intense/emo/meaningful/realistic wateva etc... listen 2 it...

Ciara - I Found Myself

18-ciara-i_found_m...

So long
Farewell
Hello, to the new me
The better me

That's right
My Life...

[Verse 1:]
21, and I've realized,
Everything you want's not meant to be.
21 then you qualify,
The standard to responsibilities.
So I tried to prioritize
By deciding what I know is best for me.

And then there's always, love that tries to trip you up.
You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground.
But nothings promised.
Friends are there to cheer you up,
To give you strength and mend you up when you are down.
So I set sail emotion

[Chorus:]
I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.

[Verse 2:]
22, I hope that I'm,
With someone who truly cares for me.
If I'm not, I'll be alright,
I'll accept the time i know God has for me.
One day I'll be the perfect wife.
That's what destiny,
And i won't be afraid to try
though is always....

Love that tries to trip you up
But then someone who sweep you off the ground,
But nothings promised.
I'm not gonna give it up
Just because the last one let me down.
So I set sail emotion.

[Chorus:]
I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.

[Verse 3:]
I'm looking out for me,
Taking care of my needs.
Life isn't guaranteed,
It's time to start living.
It wont always be the same,
Can't be afraid of change.
You wanna have your way,
Demand till your Satisfied
You lower your self esteem,
You gotta live your dream.
It's all bout confidence,
To let them know that you can stand up.
You never try,
Learn to express you mind.
Sometimes you gotta fight,
It's your life so don't you give up.

[Chorus:]
I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
That ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.
After all that I've been through
I found myself........

farewell...

2007-05-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

had dinner @ amirah's grill w d b-clanners laz nite... purpose -> 2 celebrate feez's advans 20th bday n farewell 4 him as he'll b gg off 2 serve d nation on 7th jun... n get dis, d fd was free, F R E E! lol! of coz he treated us lar! bt we werent d only 1s dere, he invited his siglap frens too...

n as usual, wen dere's b-clan, dere's owez chaos! we were lyk practically rockg ~~down~~ up d plc seh! nnn... jess's tummy is gettin bigger! duh! its her 7th mth! n i cant stop touchin her tummy (actuali i wanted 2 feel d baby's kick la, bt i tink he slpg ar! hehe)... n dey plan 2 make a baby shower 4 her nx fri, bt no promises on my part ppl(stil unsure whetha i'll b in town anot)... n bek 2 d dinner... its gettin crazier by d nite... oh n ritha finali intro-ed deepak(her bf) 2 d rez of d b-clanners... hahh! aft soo long! geez... n d hott topic 2wards d end was abt BUAH(fruit)... so we had fruits as dessert n i tink dey only provide 2 plateful of fruits... so 1 plate is on d otha end(@ d siglap ppl's table) n d otha plate is @ our table... n as usual mimi took it n put d plate in front of her... so d thirds(fiza, naj n bans) asked 4 d fruits: (#disclaimer: 4 sum of u whu may nt undastand wats gg on, 4get it, u can skip dis part!)

thirds: ei nak buah!(we want fruits)
shamie: ei ape buah! ckp lah buah-buahan...
me & shamie: buah cam doesnt sounds rite seh!
shamie: korg nak buah yg camne?? ade square, round, panjang... eh panjang takde!
*roars of laffter* den shem passed d plate 2 dem...
shamie: ei feez! dorg amek buah aku!!
fiza: ei kite pn ade buah lah! tak heran nak amek ko nye!!
*anotha roars of laffter* n wen d plate is bek @ our table...
shamie: aku suke yg merah(watermelon)... *puts inside her mouth n chews* mmmm... JUIIIICCCYYY!!!
me: juicy... u lyk???
shamie: yess... i LYK!
me: i lyk d white 1(honeydew)... d whiter, d BETA!!
lols! xp

i gues d older we get, d more nonsense we produce! so we left d plc ard 9.50, 10pm lyk tt... n we talked sum shit along d way hm n oso plan jess's baby shower n all n finali d nite is over... wil upload d pix on anotha day (shamie n feez, m waitg 4 u ppl 2 upload d pix!) =p

2 my dearest fwensss...

2007-05-22T03:12:00.000+08:00

dis song/video is specially dedicated 2 all my closest frens... y'all play an impt part in my life, kamu sgt berarti(u r very meaningful) 2 me... n I LURRRVVVEE Y'ALL, I SWEAR! eventho i mite nt always b dere physically, bt y'all r always bein missed! *huggies & smoochies*

Project Pop - Ingatlah Hari Ini

famished!

2007-05-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

was totali famished juz nw... duno y i kept on smellin roti prata since 9+pm to ard 11+pm lyk tt... wen i ate my dinner @ 6.30pm... oh btw, its 2.30am wen i post dis entry, hehe... was whining 2 my dearez cuzzie, nurul(maissy), on msn tellg her hw frustrated i m tryg 2 find a suitable job 4 myself n d smell of roti prata n all... n she said,"terigt nak mkn keee??(tot of eatg izit??) i oso EVRYTYM lyk tt, sudd gt cravings 1!" n i told her tt my craving is always, d 1 n only, FISH & CHIPS! none otha, well moz of d tym... n she told me 2 shut up coz she's supa full n feels lyk vomittin! kemproh seh! ahaks! den wen she went off ard 12+ am, i kept on imaginin d italian prata n cheese thosai @ mr prata, evans rd near MOE cca branch(i tink its sumwhere @ bt timah) n d paper prata n kosong bwg @ casuarina curry, upp thomson rd, eventho d smell's gone... gosh! so i ate a bowlfull of koko crunch cereal w milk as a last resort 2 fulfil my famish-ness @ 1.15am! lol...

niwaes, browsin 4 songs again juz nw, n found a new 1 by bow wow ft t.pain - outta my system(or mayb nt tt new, i duno)... he's sooo much cuter wen he was waaay much younger n nw wen he's all grown up, he decided 2 b a playa... hopeless lar all dese ppl! bt wadde heck, whu cares, tt's his lyf aft all, so y'all juz listen 2 d song aite ;p

Bow Wow - Outta My...

DP hvg SALE!!

2007-05-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

fiza msged me yday evening sayin tt DP(Dorothy Perkins) is havin 30-50% SALE!! shit, shit, SHIT! i wana shop sooo badly, bt m supa broke @ d same tym! anw, 10q soo much fiza 4 tellin! =)

my fam had dinner @ boon keng ville yday(my dad wanted 2 eat d sup kaki dere soo badly) n i juz had mee hoon grg putih... n me n my mum juz cldnt help bt rmberin wat happened...

me n my mum finished our fd n was chattin while waitg my dad 2 finish his, den dis woman(a chinese lady whu lks lyk she's in her 40s) came..

woman: skew me, r u stay ard here??
me: *staring in bewildermt*
mum: no..
woman: ohh, ok, tenqiu..
me: *stil staring den lk @ mum n says* skew me?? r u stay ard here?? tenqiu?? bahase ape tuh??!(wat language is tt??!)... skew me, screw u lar!

n i realise tt d woman is askin d same qn 2 a couple sittin a table behind us... lol. apparently, d woman is a surveyor... bahh! nx tym go learn simple sentence structure 4 eng okie?? =p not say my eng is superb la, bt at liz try 2 speak properly can esp wen u r in d cust svc or pub relatn line...

niwaes, was bored juz nw n i tried a test on 'wats ur stress style' n dis is my result...

You're a Sergeant!

What's Your Stress Style?

Brought to you by Tickle

ok, i noe dis is bullshit! lol. ok bye 4 nw...

i c $$$ flowin in...!

2007-05-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

im soooo supa hepi... wana noe y?? yups, m eligible 4 d gst offset package!! yeyness!! huahuaks! so, i cant wait 2 receive d $200 in jul! hee =p

ok, so had dinner w my fam on wed @ al azhar, bt timah... our table is sooo filled w fds! m soo full tt i feel lyk puking seh! bt nevatheless m satisfied n my toffee milk shake is damn nniiiiccceeee... bt a bit too sweet i gues... so moral of d story: mkn seblom lapar/kebulor, brenti sblom kenyang(eat b4 u r hungry, stop b4 u r full). ahaks!!

nnn finali feez chged his theme(fr cinta bollywood 2 smart casual)... i didnt reali lyk d idea of cinta bollywood initiali, bt i tot since it's his occasion soo... bt m glad tt dere's a majority of 'unsupportive' ppl w regards 2 d theme til it has bin chged, heee =p (sori ar beb. kan aku da ckp, mane nak dpt baju bollywood seh...)

ooohhh, my aunt(wak nor) called mama juz nw regardin d trip 2 my uncle's hse in usj(subang jaya)... my aunt oso nt sure whetha her fam wil b gg dere... so she suggest mayb go shopg @ melaka 4 1 day... n mama said "k la, c hw ltr..." haizzz... i cant belif m gg dere again n AGAIN! (tt's if its reali confirmed ar)...

kinda lost..

2007-05-15T03:01:00.000+08:00

ok, dis is gona b an emo entry(dis is sooo unusual of me)... i duno wat came over me, i juz feel a bit emo 2day n i duno where 2 start... reali

tym flies n ppl chg... 4 d beta or worst... 2 gain more hepiness or sorrows... 2 b more matured or childish den eva... 2 stil b 2getha or far apart... stil rmb d memries or 4get dem all... stil care n concern or juz don bother... stil bein able 2 b w d luved ones or c dem disappear, slowly, 1 by 1... stil able 2 b dere or juz fade away...

i can sense d feelin of a losing grip, or mayb its juz me... lyk i've said earlier, i DUNO wat came over me... NO QNS ASKED, TQ.

disappointin news...

2007-05-14T04:52:00.000+08:00

sori i had 2 break d news cuzzies... my fam mite nt b gg 2 bik nita's hse durin d pub hol aft all... mama tak dpt cuti lar... she says tt sum of her colleagues took leave on d fri(pub hol falls on thu), so she cant take it... saddenin rite?? i noe! *sobsss* haiz... only wen i tot i've seen d lite, it juz fades away in a blink! bahh!

cupcakes...

2007-05-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

ok, so i've decided wat 2 bake 4 both my parents... yups... cupcakes!! nw waitin 4 dem 2 cum hm... hehh...

special day 4 both my parents!

2007-05-13T05:03:00.000+08:00

oooooh yar....

HEPI MOTHERS DAY MAMA & HEPI 47th BERFDAY PAPA!!

hee... =p

addicted 2 d song...

2007-05-13T03:30:00.000+08:00

ok its 4.20 in d morng n i reali duno y m stil wide awake... anw, was browsing tru sum songs on d net n i duno y i kinda gt addicted 2 omarion's ice box... notin related 2 me tho... listen 2 it aite...
"I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold"

haha...

Omarion - Ice Box....

im left alone... haha..

2007-05-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

gues wat... m all alone @ hm nw! yup both ma n pa went 2 tg pinang dis morng n wil b bek tmr evenin... i refuse 2 follow dem, i mean c'mon la, tt plc is soo borin, notin much 2 do oso! actuali dey went dere 2 get deir body massaged @ comfort hotel which is beta known as royal palace hotel bek den... "dorg urot sedap, murah lagi" said ma... wateva la ma, both of u go massage den i do wat? rot in d hotel rm izit?? its ok la, i'd rather rot @ hm seh, @ liz dere's sumtin tt i can do! so i juz cooked sumtin 4 myself juz nw... kebulor seh tadi! ooh, tmr's mothers' day n my pa's b'day! sheesh... hmm, stil tinkin of wat shall i bake 4 dem...

anw, notin much happened dis wk... so i gues dis is a brief entry... oh ya, a coupla days ago my fam went 2 eat @ bilal restoran n pa asked ma whetha wana go anwhere anot dis comin pub hol(vesak day)... ma said mayb go my uncle's plc(d 1 tt lives @ subang jaya, sumwhere near kl la)... n pa says "anyting la" n ma says "ok, c hw la, ask wak nor(my aunt) whetha she gt any plans anot, mayb we can go 2 getha"... so its not confirm yet lar... bt i hope tt both my uncle n aunty n dearest cuzzies can make it dis tym round...

so cuzzies by any chances if u r readg dis, MAKE URSELF FREE AITE! lol...

wil mis skool...

2007-05-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

i make d bez omelette, well at liz in my fam, hehe =p

n had honeydew pudding w nata de coco... nice.. *lickg lips*

anw, dis post is actuali dedicated 4 nyp esp sbm... hehe... m gona miz all dose tyms, well 3 yrs i spent dere...

nyp's atrium, which is sumtyms d meetg pt 4 us(wen gg hm tt is)

durin TEP aka slackg moments.. haha...

SBM's lect theatre where its lyk a mini gatherg 4 b-clan as we r fr diff clazes...

along d corridor/aisle tt moz of us(well 4 me moz of d tym) r seen rushg 2 tut rms...

n dis plc is...

yup, NYP makeup artiste team's clubrm, oso anotha fav slackg plc esp 4 me n ritha, hehe =p
bt dere's 1 plc tt i 4got 2 take pix of... Mac canteen! bodo seh, wen tt is our slackg corner... shees.. bubbye all =(

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Hepi sooooo Belated 21st Berfday! aku totali 4got ar... jgn marah eks, nant kene jual.. hehh