pardon me 4 my concrete hart.... its unusually lyk dat, but duno wat happen 2 it.... stil, im not takin bek wateva i've said, so yeah.... oh well, i gues i had enuff of all the suga n stuffs, plz lah, stop sugarin me, i don wana die of diabetes! but seriusly, im sooo sick of it oredy ah, SOOO SICK! haizzz.... i don nid a guy whu wld promis me d stars n d sky, wat if u cant deliver it?! i don nid a guy whu says "i'll do anyting 4 u", wat if i ask u 2 jump off d cliff?! neva make promises if u cant fulfil dem, berdosa oi! ["Tanda-tanda orang munafiq ada tiga, yaitu: dusta ketika berbicara, suka ingkar janji, khianat ketika diamanahi."] so now u get it?! m tryin 2 save u fm doin those tings! haizzzz....
in access lab again but nw wif rasha.... intended 2 start on mktg mgmt ica 1, but ended up only doing d cover pg, ltr nid 2 go 2 d sch's lib 2 borrow prin. of mktg textbk (coz d ones dat i found on d net is quite useless!).... so moz prolly gona burn 2nite or mayb tmr nite, if possible i wana finish evryting by 2nite ah.... tmr goin JB 2 do sum shopg dere.... moz prolly go angsana.... i wana eat pepperoni pizza!! stil duno wen my ting gona cum, fm 2day onwards i don mind it cumin, but actuali its gona b a big loss lah coz d laz 10 days of ramadhan is usuali d moz crucial one.... but as my mum says, lau da nak dtg, redha jelah.... rasha asked me n naj(juz nw she was here, nw she's gone --> soccer match at overseas family sch) whetha we wana help durin NYP open hse, den we agreed ah, i asked ritha n u noe wat she ask "wat do i get in return?" n i said "um, notin?!" den she say "den i don 1..." haizzz.... dis gerl ah.... do sumting muz hv sumting in return izit? tak ikhlas seh!! once in a while buat kebajikan ape lah slh nye.... actuali kan dere's sumting dat i wanted 2 say ah, but unfortunately i 4got oredy! c ah ltr wen i reach hm, wen i rememba den i say, provided dat my pc wont crash on me! =p
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3:20 PM
dis entry is 4 sum1, u shld noe whu u r.... whetha u r readg dis or not, it doesnt meta.... i juz nid 2 spill dis out....
u don cum in2 my lyf now n say dat u r dissappointed coz afta soo long im stil d same, fm d day dat u met me up til nw.... plz ah, dont xpek ppl 2 chg overnite.... or in dis instance a coupla mths.... wen my hart's not open, den its not open kays, u cant force-open it... n u nv tell me whetha u r waitg oso... u juz came, throw swetness ard lyk its soo free, silence 4 duno how long, den came bek n say dat u tetap same, dari d 1st tym i jumpe u sampai skg, u tetap blom nak bukak ati u, alasan u same je, 'not ready 2 make commitmt'... i 2nggu kan u sampai i sakit, im lonely n sad... blah blah blah.... if u tink by makin dis statemts, chances 4 me 2 open up my hart, well truth is IT DOESNT WERK DAT WAY! fine, im sori if i've made ur lyf lonely, sad, miserable, fall sick n all d tings lah.... but den again, U CANT PUT ALL D BLAME ON ME... if u r sincere enuff 2 b my fren, im willing 2 b ur fren too n if u r my fren means u r my fren unless stated otherwise... plz undastand, m hepi wif lyf rite nw.... patience is d key 2 reach me, pple don say im diif 2 handle 4 notin.... "if u luv sum1 let it go, if dey cum bek its urs, dats how u noe"
anyways, m in d free access lab nw... finished skul at 1 2day, den went mac 2 chill out... ard 1.40 we all blah coz d mk0401 peeps got claz n ends at 3, den d mk0403 peeps doin deir own stuff (same name had 2 go hm coz ltr she givin tuitn, naj n fiza in e-plaza duno do wat oso)..... so me n rits make our way 2 d lab (coz i hv a biz law meetg wif my teammates).... oh ya, i've got a french name, Félicie (fi-li-si).... tried 2 cek out d meang 4 dis name n all i can conclude is dat it means fortunate/happiness! which coincides wif my original name which means joy/happiness! hehehehe... haizzz.... a lot of tings goin on nw... c lah, sch juz strated n we hv sooo many tings 2 do oredy =( diz wk muz hand up biz law leaflet den nx mon muz hand up mktg mgmt ica 1.... bah! oh manz, i hope dat my menses wont cum dis wk lah, esp not 2day since its only lyk how many more hrs den we can break fast oredy... if cum nw den my whole day is wasted, juz lyk same name! she fast den at 6.03 she got her ting! ahahahahahahahahaks!! oh well, i'll stop nw...
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4:45 PM
haizzz.... dis wk start classical modules oredy.... ask me abt studies.... all i can say, 'U BETA WAKE UP AH FARNA!'... d modules in 2nd yr lyk ****.... muz werk hard oredy, i don wanna repeat anyting or even take any supp ppr seh.... i juz wanna clear off evryting... so far so gd, no supp ppr, so i don wanna even tink abt it.... dis sem i tink got xtra tings 2 study.... nat'l edu n french lang.... dose of u whu tinks french is sooo ez, nice n sophisticated..... TINK AGAIN! only d 1st lesson n i got feelin dat its gona take sum tym 4 me 2 get use 2 it... but since i choose it, so i shall go all d way wif it....
only d 1st wk n we got tons n tons of werk 2 b done.... haizzzzz.... no fun seh.... juz finished biz finance's tut.... d bk sooo thick seh! n heard dat biz finance is 1 of d hardez n thoughest sub... die lah.... i juz hate anyting got 2 do wif 'finance' n 'IT'.... 2day oso got ICT.... sum IT stuff lah, which i stil don noe wats d meanin or d purpose of dis module.... but stil, i hv 2 go all d way.... 'DON B A BIGGER PIG DIS SEM AH!'..... muz study ordey.... i wanna graduate on tym......
went TKC laz sun wif my parents... i thot go in d aftanoon not many ppl, how wrong was i... it was quite crowded ah... we went 1st lady 2 get me n my mum's clothes.... i tink afta 3 or 4 tyms tryin d clothes in dere, i started 2 show attitude ordey.... sooo sick of chging lah! my dad d bez lah... he juz buy a red baju kurong n dats it... haizzzz... den its raing sumore... we went round n round n d rain stil won stop.. so i told my dad, pa y not u go n bring d car here n den my dad say
y me? n i said coz u r d only 1 who can drive!.... bah!.... so he went 2 get d car n dere was a slight jam outside coz pple r oso doin d same ting, wait 4 d car 2 fetch dem.... haizzz.... in d end me n my mum had 2 walk in d rain 2 my dad's car coz he horned n asked us 2 juz walk 2 d car...
haizzzz.... i wanna leave now... got biz finance lect ltr...
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11:45 AM
i did a coupla quiz juz now n 2 my horror notin can b seen in my blog!! wadde hell! haizzzz..... wat a wez seh! buat penat aku jer... niwaes, juz got bek fm ritha's hse.... she's fastin (totali vegetarian dis wk), so she went bek hm 2 eat.... so i played wif kiki(her lil sis).... talk crap n being annoyin wif kiki.... we(me,rits & kiki) were runnin ard d hse n kiki was screamin at d top of her voice coz rits was chasin her, n she(kiki) was lyk 'chasin' me den me n rits was laffin our lungs out wen kiki was screamin lyk hell! ahahahahahaks!! d whole hse lyk gona collapse lyk dat! we were watchin nickelodeon... den kiki keep on askin me 'farna, wat happen?'.... she watch d show but dunnoe wats happenin.... haizzzz.... all a long she was askin me 'wat happen'.... den we oso play throwg n catchg d ball.... rits wans kiki 2 pas d ball 2 her but kiki insists on throwg it 2 me... den rits was lyk 'farna don luv u, u pas d ball 2 me!'.... den kiki shook her head n said 'i throw 2 farna' den rits was lyk 'ei u don luv me ah?!' den kiki shook her head! ahahahahaks!! den we slack, watch jimmy neutron n spongebob squarepants... n finally ard 1.50 we left her hse.... now bek in sch, had 2 do sumting 1st... den ltr got farewell party ard 4.30 or 5.... haizzzz.... bubbye MSC BD.... bubbye TEP.... =(
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3:05 PM
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12:10 PM
2day got hand over session.... d new batch suppose 2 cum at 11,but now chg 2 1pm.... haizzz.... juz now i tink pple fm bpos called n ask whetha we stil interested 2 go 4 d khong guan trip, n i say we'll confirm again ltr.... wateva.... y'day bought d necessary stuffs oredy, so evrything's settled... waitg 4 rits 2 pas me my contact lens.... n top up my ez link.... stil got spare $.... gd lah, i tink i fast 4 d whole yr beta stil lah.... can plan my $ very wisely.... ahahahahaks! niwaes 2 more days 2 go.... den bubbye TEP... helo normal/classical modules.... i plan oredy, once classical start oredy i oso muz start cleang my rm oredy.... if not ltr a lot of tings 2 clean up on d laz wk of fastg... haizzzz.... juz now i tink i got sumting 2 type den suddenly i 4got wat izit oredy.... nvm lah... ltr wen i remeba bek n wen im not lazy i'll blog again.... =p ** i rememba oredy! durin d feedback session met manda n nad... manda ask me 2 wait 4 her outside, she say she got sumting 2 giv me.... n u noe wat she gav? a 'TOTAL BITCH' air freshener fm topshop.... thx a lot ah darlin (*roll eyes*)... but niwaes thx 4 buyg it, *muacks* =p
~oh ya... any1 of u peeps hv any part tym jobs? me n rits r in nid of $$.... not reali now lah, but very soon... moz prolly can start werk afta deepavali n raya... if u do, plz sms me or leave a tag kays... thx!
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12:40 PM
ok actuali my frenster wasnt reali being hacked lah... laz sat nite my fwen called n ask how's lyf n evryting, so i told her dat i got a feelin dat my frenster lyk kene hack... n she was lyk....
na... aku blg ko sumting ko takmo marah ek...
ckp jelah... bln baik... aku tak marah lah...
sbtolnye aku yg msk dlm ko nye frenster acc tadi ptg... sori eh, tak blg ko dulu...
ko yg msk?! haizzz... aku igt kan ade org yg dengki sgt kat aku kepe! ahahahaks!
sori eh na... dat tym kan ko suro aku tgk2 kan ko nye frenster sal com ko rosak... pi i've been very bz 4 d past 1 mth... so tadi aku tgh free,bile lagi tgh 2nggu nak buke,aku cek kan ko nye frenster ah... igtkan lepas terawih nak blg ko,rupe nye ko da tau... hehehehe.... sowie eks...
haizzz.... takpe lah.... at liz aku tau yg nobody hacked my frenster.... agipon aku da 2kar passwerd.... nanti lau ade pape impt den aku bagi ko lah ek... pi skg ni evryting's fine...
com ko da ok kepe?
tak ah.... maseh sakit... aku rase cpu aku da rosak.... alah biarlah... aku cam nak blik com baru or laptop ah....
oooh... bpk ko nak blik kan kepe?
bpk aku?! yelah tu... limit2 die ckp, 'use ur own $ lah!'....
yupz... so nobody hacked in2 my frenster.... it was my fwen,my long tym fwen... n yes she admitted dat she was browsin sum of my fwen's acc.... no im not angry lah kays... at liz i feel very relieved dat no 1 hacked in2 my acc.... haizzzz....
don noe y 2day i feel sooo lyk no mood lyk dat.... i tink i shld b hepi coz juz now in d train i was quite hepi.... hehehehe *winks*..... i was 15 mins late but whu damn cares (coz i ask jialing 2 sign in 4 me! ahahahaks! thx gerl! =p *muacks*)..... den i kinda pissed off wen cheryl called me nana(not dat i hv sumting against dat name ah, but only my pri sch frens call me nana, n no 1 else, plz).... so i told her off, n she was lyk 'wat happen 2 u?! woke up fm d wrong side of bed izit?' n i juz ignore her qn... no mood 2 ans lah.... n yeah, tym table 4 nex sem is out... not dat bad ah... my latez claz finishes at 5pm... but on tue n thur is lyk hell coz sch starts at 8am! n gues wat, ctc wil b takin us 4 n'tl edu,3 hrs sumore! bah!
laz few days of TEP... of coz im gona miz all d tyms dat we had.... haizzz.... got tings 2 do lah 2day... but ltr ah..... im stil not in d mood.... ritha on mc,coz her ear got infectn(she pierced her ear tregger,n it has a wound now).... clearin off my flexi leave 2day.... so im leavin at 4.30.... nid 2 go watsons n cold storage 2 buy sum necessary stuff... provided im not lazy n in d mood lah... aiyooo... means i hv 2 go nrthpt.... haizzz.... diz jialing n cheryl stil hvnt cum bek,fm juz now eat breakfaz! haizzzz....
visited shamimi at TTSH y'day wif same name,rasha,ritha n ain.... she's gettin beta... alhamdulillah.... stil she nid 2 parctise writin all over again.... at liz she's bek 2 her normal self *relieved*... me n ritha sooo scared dat she cldnt recognise us, eventually she did n she said dat she soo hepi 2 c us.... im hepi too! n tok sum crap lah.... haizzzz, such a relif 2 c shamm being herself again.... she kip on askin abt her reports n evryting, n i had 2 reassure her dat she pass evryting... n i tink she'll b discharge 2day.... shamm,cepat2 semboh ek... kitorg miz ko tau!
oh ya.... i juz chged my tagbd.... sooo hepi taggin pple.... juz pray hard dat d sch wont ban it dis tym =p
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11:45 AM
shitz.... i got a feelin dat sum1 hacked in2 my friendster acc.... but whu wld wana do dat rite?! i mean i don tink i hv any enemy or watsoeva.... haizzzz.... wateva lah kays... if any 1 of u pple receive any undisclosed msgs testi or watsoeva, plz verify wif me 1st kays... mayb u cld sms me or tag at my tagbd.... got d feelin dat whoeva s/he is hepi2 viewg my frens acc.... tink im gona chg my passwerd.... niwaes now fastg mth oredy.... so far so gd.... 1 more wk 2 d end of TEP.... yeh n boohoo at d same tym.... gona miz all d slackin days.... all d happenin peeps.... but its ok.... stil can meet durin classical modules.... haizzz... bek 2 studyg all over again... notin much 2 say lah.... til ltr den... nytes =p
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10:28 PM
yupz took leave on monday.... came bek fm cameron highland wif my famz... it was raing wen we reach dere on sat aftanoon... n it was cold, I LYK! we left d hse at ard 12+ on fri, actuali wanted 2 leave at 12 lah but waited 4 my grandparents coz dey kinda got loz on d way 2 my hse coz my grandpa miz our stop(bus).... so afta we left cik yati n cik zaini(my parents fren) msg my mum sayg dat dey oso leavg d hse....
we met at at JB(dey waited 4 us at d side rd,if u r a regular 2 JB u noe where lah)... so we drove str n stop at machap(again if u r a regular traveller u shld noe where)... it was sooo early in d morng, i tink we reach dere ard 2+,but i don feel lyk eatg anyting so i juz sat n stone..... ard 3 lyk dat we cont d journey str 2 my uncle's hse in subang jaya...
i tink we reach dere ard 5+,n my uncle n auntie oso juz woke up wif my fav lil cuzen,KHALISA! we rested 4 a while, pray, took a nap, wash up n ard 8+ we make our way 2 cameron.... so by d tym we reach it's oredy lunchtym(12+).... we went str 2 eat our lunch den we go walk2 while waitg 4 my uncle 2 get d keys 2 our apartments.... den cik yati/zaini went 2 lk 4 a cake shop coz it's sorfina's(deir daughter) b'day.... i was quite hard lah 2 find a reali gd cake shop,luckily got secret recipe,so dey kinda bought a big brownie cake.... rite afta dat we headed 2 our apartmts...
we got 2 apartmts my famz n cik yati's on d upper lvl whereas my uncle's famz n my grandparents on d lower 1.... so we celebrated sorfi's b'day at my uncle's apartmt since my grandparents were dere.... our apartmts r nice,big n spacious... but 1 ting reali2 irks me is dat d electric owez got cut! bah! watch tv halfway den suddenly it wen off! sheez! we got bek 2 our apartmt ard 5+ coz all of us wanted 2 rez coz at nite we goin out.... i share d rm wif sorfi n all of us manage 2 take a nap.... ard 6+ lyk dat my mum woke me up, sembahyg maghrib coz afta dat we goin out 4 dinner.... on our way 2 eat, it was raing.... can u imagine, rain at nite, in cameron... its supa cold ah!! but stil I LYK!! hehehehe... afta eatg we went 2 d nite mkt(n its stil raing!) so we were practicali walkg in d rain... we were dere only 4 a short while, noting 2 c oso lah, so we head bek...
my granparents n my uncle's fam oredy went inside deir apartmt, whereas my fam n cik yati's stil at d carpark, waitg 4 my dad(coz d key's wif him!) n cik zaini 2 park d car.... i took d key fm my dad n juz wen i opened d door,evryting juz wen black... all d blks of apartmts blackout ah! haizzzz..... we wen inside n stone,usin hp backlites as our temp lite.... den my dad n cik zaini went down 2 d car 2 get torchlites n pas it 2 my uncle's apartmt.... luckily d blackout wasnt 4 very long... i tink less den an hr lah... so not dat bad compared 2 d 1 in d evening.... once evryting on oredy i quickly turn on d tv,watched sum shows,in b/n dat 1 by 1 of us go take a bath... it was gettin late so my mom,cik yati n sorfi wen 2 bed oredy,left me, my dad n cik zaini.... my dad n cik zaini went 2 d balcony n tok n im stil watchin tv... ard 1.45 lyk dat i decided 2 go 2 slp n so does d both of dem... tmr hv 2 wake up early coz we wana go 2 d places of interest(hehehe), dey plan 2 go out at 9am....
ard 7+ nearly 8 i woke up... wait 4 sorfi 2 finish her bath,den i go bathe... i was inside d rm changin wen my uncle wen up 2 our aprtmt n drop d kids at our aprtmt coz he, my aunt n grandparents goin 2 d morng mkt... afta evry1 finish bathin we den go out 2 get our breakfaz...
we visited a coupla places lah,lyk d honey bee farm,BOH tea plantatn,strawberry farm,rose valley... afta finish reyki2 ard 3+ or 4+ we head bek 2 my uncle's hse in subang... we reached subang ard 7+ goin 2 8 oredy bought fd 4 dinner(roti naan!) n wen hm... it was very tiring ah...
so on mon we left my uncle's hse at 11,went shoppin 4 a while at subang parade,den off we go 2 JB... stop at s'mart(bside carrefour) 2 buy vcds n eat our dinner den we went 2 a petrol kiosk 2 fill up d fuel n wash d cars.... n finally we headed bek 2 s'pore....
i feel lyk takin mc d nex day lah coz im sooo damn tired, but d thot of all d reports dat we hv 2 hand up n d very supa short deadline,i juz had 2 drop d idea of takin mc... n wen i got 2 sch d nex day it was d normal routine.... late as usual.. bah!
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11:45 AM
