i juz realise tt dis blog of mine existed 4 3 whole yrs alr! gosh, nt bad ehh... laz fri accompanied fiza towning coz she wanted 2 gt sum tops fr cotton on. n surprisingly met nadia (kudut) der (coz she werks der!).. we live soo near (seblah blok je seh) yt we dun bump on2 ea otha tt often! @ 1st wen she was tryin 2 'identify' me i was browsing d clothes den fr d corner of my eyes i cld c d salesperson lookin @ me v weirdly n i was sayin 2 myself "asal seh dekni?!!" (reads: wats wrong w dis person?!!) den she sudd say "FARNA!!" i turned n looked, "NAAAAAD!!" n we were huggin ea otha lyk nobody's biz! (dramatic lar sikit kann, da lamer tak jumpe!).. so we did a lil bit of catchin up (while fiza is bz lookin n tryin d tops).. so b4 we left i asked nad.. me: eh tt tym ko hlg hp eh??! nad: a'ah seh, skg ni pn aru hlg agi 1! durin valentine's.. me: lerr!! nad: aku rase aku takde jodoh ah dgn hp.. da 2-3 kali seh hlg! me: da la nad. ko kai public fon jelah. confirm tak hlg agi!
aft cotton on, we were walkin aimlessly.. wana eat, too earlier (only 1+pm), confirm lotsa ppl eatin oso. we ended up @ far east plaza. aft doin our rounds, we settled on es teler 77 2 hv our lunch.. n ironically we were kinda 'lost' findin our way der wen its juz rite in front of our eyes.. n we we lyk "da diam ehk!" as in jgn tunjuk kebodohan kiter gitu ah! (reads: ok shuddup. no nid 2 show our stupidity!).. of coz we ended up laffin @ ourselves. soo classic n d usual antics of ours.
i stil hv no idea wat 2 buy 4 inez (as a gift 4 her weddin).. tot of buyin 4 her a dress fr DP bt sumhw m hvg doubts abt it nw. ishhhkk... n muz rmb 2 ask ritha wen she free, 2 settle sum admin stuff..
HEPI 22nd BERFDAY NAZSURIAH!!!
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1:43 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
w/n a wk, i've eaten 3 plates of fish & chips (on diff days n plces of coz)! gosh.. tink m pms-ing, so no wonder 4 d past few days even d littlest tings can make my angry nerves 'snap'! sheesh.. u c, wen m gona gt my 'thang', i'll usuali crave 4 fish n chips (tink i can eat it almoz evryday! i swear!) n sudden urge of eatin chocs (coz i dun reali lyk 2 eat chocs, wen i don feel lyk it!).. so yeah..
aft romantic princess, m yt on anotha marathon. nw its hana kimi, d taiwan version (coz its actuali fr a japan comic or manga).. tink dis show was shown in chl u sumtym laz yr, bt of coz bek den 'too bz w lyf' n nw soo much 'free' tym in hand! quite a gd storyline n funny too.. shld finish watchin it in 2-3 days uh.. k m off 4 nw. mitin fiza tmr, as in ltr, 2day!
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2:03 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Being directionless is tragic enuff. Being directionless & supa ambitious, isnt tt more tragic??!
wat was i tinkin??!!... pffftttttt
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3:37 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
laz sun had yet anotha mini reunion w my pri sch mates. met up w inez, syahdah n fara. inez's gettin married dis 1st mar n fara's a mama nw! met at bugis n we waited 4 fara @ banquet raffles hosp. n we saw anotha pri sch mate, amir.. inez's d 1 whu noticed him i was lyk "i totali cant rmb whu!".. so yeah, we were kinda refreshin our memries d gd (kentalans!) ol' days! n all d name callings! n surprising tts hw we recall dose ppl d bez!
random convos -->
inez on d fon w fara... inez: eh gues whu's here oso! amir! (on d line) fara: amir?? si telinga tikus tuh??
recallin sum of d schmates... syahdah: ko igt si hakim?? inez: hakim?? *in deep tots* me: hakim yg maner eks?? amir: oooh ya, hakim me: izit yg tak tau bace tuh?? syahdah: farna, ko ni! *laffs* me: m juz tryin 2 refresh my memries here hokay! syahdah: beh si fahrin agi.. me: fahrin?? dek tu maseh mcm setan ke da taubat??! amir: relek je ko panggil org setan! me: dulu kan perangai dier mmg mcm tu per.. syahdah: mcm ko tak ah ni.. me: yelah, smue lah setan! *roars of laffters* & d liz goes on...
n we had a real gd laff reminiscing all d childhood days.. match makin la, arguments, name callings, habits n all.. nt forgettin d tym wen we played rugby (me n syahdah played 4 a while) n tt tym d opponents were reali2 big gerls, stil, we won! fara stil rmb wen inez tried 2 match make her w zaki, n she was lyk "jgn sebok lar!" roflls.. aft our late lunch we went shopin coz inez stil gt sum stuff 2 buy b4 her big day.. n fara brought her baby along! andrea mikayla (nt sho hw's it spelled uh).. n we took turns 2 carry her, xcept 4 syahdah! (tak gune btol la dek tu!) n again d same rules apply: no pullin of my hair, playg w my chain n hardcore drooling! gd ting andri (tts wat we call her) don hv d habit of pullin hair, bt stil she juz cldnt help bt 'eatin' my chain! n again, nth much can b done abt d droolin! in conclusion: d babies luuurrrrvvve me y'all!! nyahahahaks....
we chilled @ starbucks b4 headin hm.. inez n fara: dulu si syahdah punye la selekeh! inez: dgn baju tak gosok, rambot tak ikat! fara: dek ni lau mkn slalu bekecah, sampai kat baju smue! syahdah: ko pn, stokin punye tinggi! inez: korg smue pn ok! aku igt aku slalu ikat rambot ketat2! me: a'ah seh! aku igt ko pei jendol punye la kilat! ko polish kepe??! fara: siakks! a'ah! inez: den we called ourselves fila galz.. it was b/n fila n fubu kann??! me: yeah mann.. bt we settled on fila.. inez: nape fila eks??! syahdah: a'ah eh.. mayb d 1st initial of our names??! inez: F-> faz, farna, I-> inez.. beh ko n naz??! syahdah: eh a'ah ek! me: dgr2 syahdah is spelled w an L pe! fara: ko mcm siak ah! LOLIFIED!!
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4:11 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
woots.. juz ended romantic princess's marathon. d ending?? errmmm.. ok la... can i hv romantic princess season 2?? w d same old casts?? nyahh.......... *sheepish smile*
anw, here r sum belen2 (reads: remainder) pix fr d reunion nite, hehh.. on our way 2 kpg glam d wind was blowing @ its full blast n i commented "wahh da mcm nak uat video clip sehh, dgn angin2 smue!" (reads: lyk doin a vid clip, w d wind blowin all).. n fana banu did d turn 180/360 degrees n singin which cracks all us up! almaklom la blom professional agi!
n oh, hepi valentine's day ppl.. =)
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2:38 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
amy winehouse's back to black is lyk on a repeat mode in my head rite nw. geez... hv u guys seen her b4 she had all d tattoos, big hairdo n dose eyeliners?? she looked soo much 'cleaner' n more lyk a human (quoted fr fiza!).. nonetheless, vocal wise, stil d same baybeh!
n 4 d past few days, i mean nites, i've been on romantic princess (taiwanese drama) marathon! i noe its soo unlyk of farna 2 b watchin taiwanese drama, bt heck, tt show juz caught me! ok i confess tt both male lead actors nanfeng jin & nanfeng cai (played by wu zun & calvin chen respectively) hv deir own charms in der. bt oh wells, m sane enuff 2 differentiate b/n real life n mere characters in dramas. whoooshh..
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2:57 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
surprisingly dis yr's CNY my parents hv no plans @ all 2 'leave' d ctry. hahh! so yeah, spent d hols in gd ol' spore. laz sat we went 2 eat @ adam rd. luckily der r stalls operatin on tt day! had no plans aftwards, den hafway tru our meal cik zaini callled dad's hp. so we ended up @ cik yati's/zaini's hse. its lyk a mini karaoke session in deir hse! wen we arrived, cik rahmat's fam is alr der. den cik malek's fam came haf an hr ltr aft us. n i die-die refuse 2 even hold d mike! i make dis v clear lar hokay, I CANT SING! v d tuneless, so 4gt it! if karaoke-ing w frens i dun mind ah, we'll sing our harts out, aftall frens c d bez n worst side of ea otha watttt, rite?? dey ordered canadian piza n til nw i reali2 had enuff of pizas alr lar! cant even smell it! n my parents 2 b karaoke-ing is lyk c-ing a guy in bikini! roflllsss!! its lyk nt even once in a bluepurpleredorange moon dey wld do such tings lar! ok shhhhhh!! LOLIFIED! *laff til i cry!*
tt aside. i hv 2 admit tt despite amy winehouse's troubled, self destructin lifestyle, she is a vocal powerhse. heard tt she dominated d grammy's n won 5 awards. hope she doesnt RIP soon lyk wat her mum stated in d media. bt her hair, stoppit eh! sooo lyk beehive, semutss, lipasss, cicakss termasok bleh meninggal kat dlm seh! she's a classical eg of a sayin, "nobody's perfect. ea n evry1 of us hv our own specialty, explore n make full use of it." moral of d story: dun b too judgemental. whu r u to judge anw. we aint perfect either.
Back to Black
Tears Dry on Their Own
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2:15 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
gt bek fr B Clan's 'Reunion Dinner' a coupla hrs ago.. nope, no chinese restaurant nor yu sheng involved.. in fact we had our dinner @ sofra turkish cafe & rest. instead, heh.. as usual, no full strength.. w d absence of shamimi, rasha & nadya (bebe).. its been sucha loong tym since we laz met jess n baby ian! n he's definitely heavier nw! sheesh.. bt stil I LYK, coz he lurrrvveesss me juz d way i lluuuurrrppp him! nyahahahaks!! cldnt stop carryg him la, n so i had 2 tell him "no pulling of hair, playg w my chain, n hardcore drooling!" yeah yeah, whu m i talkin 2 lar kan.. sum1 whu doesnt undastand d meanin of yes or no?? cldnt even speak a proper word?? *smacks forehead* so d outcum: me 'fightg' w him 2 pull my hair bek & my chain! cant do much abt d drooling tho..
took lotsa2 pix.. hv yet 2 gt pix fr ain's n azi's cam.. n i realise smth.. my cam is so full w otha ppl's face bt mine! hahh!! n gues whu top d chart?? its d tudong gerl (apart fr ain) n her bestez fren! any idea whu????! u tell me..
ok ppl, i'll let d pix 2 do d talkin 4 nw.. reali2 xhausted.. wil update again soon! (insyaAllah, hehh)
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2:25 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
hey im bek y'all. i've been absent for quite some tym. d past few wks were reali my 'downturn'. i refuse 2 talk & open up my feelings. its soo unlyk me 2 b in tt state. no meta hw laz min i m, i owez noe wat 2 do nx. i was @ d crossrds 2 b exact n i kinda lost my 'map' so i was in a 'state of confusion'. i finali found a new map, bt its stil a lil vague. nevatheless im glad 2 say tt i've redeemed myself (nt fully tho, heh) fr d confusion... so u guys gt d idea?? no?? well its ok 2 b confuse! (once in a while only hokay!) feels soo gd 2 gt myself bek (tho only part of it) *breathe in deep deep n breathe out* [i once read a horoscope tingy sayin tt "ppl born on dis etc etc tends to bottle up their feelings" n i was lyk, "nahhhh.. if i dislike or nt hepi w smth i'll say 1.." gues i overlooked a feeling called 'confuse', so its kinda true aft all. *sigh*]
ok, here r d pix tt i owe (dec hols pix)... overdue & xpired?? yes, I NOE!!! *roll eyes & stick tongue out* ~disclaimer: sum pix qlty sux, tts coz i took d pix fr a developed film w my digicam
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5:11 PM
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nUr FaRhAnAh ; FaRnA
23/09/1986
Graduated fr NYP w Dip In Marketing
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bOrN iN kK, gReW uP iN bEdOk, MaTuRe In YiShUn...
- cheerful, bright, loud
- luvs d colour orange
- short tempered at tyms
- u can talk abt anyting n evryting w me
- m quite opinionated, which sumtyms scares me
- self conscious moz of d tym
- m not necessarily nice, den again if u nice 2 me i nice 2 u (bt get dis, i hate hypocrisy n politics of any kind) contradictin?? i duno, u decide.. whu cares anw
- too straight forward at tyms
- m adaptable 2 chgs (reason being is coz i get bored easily, gues gettin/makin chgs runs in my blood)
- m nt reali judgmental (whu m i 2 judge ppl rite..)
- prefer 2 tink rationally 1st b4 actg
- difficult 2 handle n hard 2 tame, unless u've gt d rite key
- my mouth werks faster den my brain n my stupidity noes no boundary (both at tyms… ok, moz of d tym!) n dis scares me too
- if u r in 4 backstabbing n betrayals, 2 bad, u cant play my game n stay far2 away fr me
- i dun take blame 4 tings i didnt do, juz lyk how i dont take credits 4 tings i didnt do
- my facial expression is lyk an open bk, sumtyms i dont hv 2 say anyting, its all written clearly
- failure is unlikely 2 disturb me too much coz fr dere i learn 2 rebound fr adversity (wats d meaning of success w/o a failure)
- i treasure n appreciate all my frens n luved ones (i may nt always b dere physically bt plz do noe tt y’all always b in my mind n hart, I SWEAR)
- i nv hate ppl, bt if u do hate me 4 wateva reasons, i 4giv u, reali
- plz get dis straight...don judge a bk by its cover...b my fren 1st den u'll noe...