oh mann.. its been ages (ok bedek seh! hee..) since i laz updated dis blog of mine. blame it on d poor signal/network, if u noe wat i mean. heh.. lyf has been gd. no drastic chges or anth lyk tt. laz fri d b clan had a bday mit up 4 rasha. we headed 2 el-sheikh. its been quite sumtym since we laz dine in der, n d svc cldnt gt anymore worse! m nt gona elaborate much on it, juz so guys noe tt it feels lyk throwing a huge tantrum, n it doesnt help wen u r famished. den we settled @ kpg glam 4 our usual teh tarik session. der was an event called "balik kpg" gg on along tt strecth, 4 which i suggest, lets nt even gt der. bt nevatheless, we had fun n d usual 'adat' (reads: tradition) of b clanners 2 gt high aft 9/9.30pm. wonder wat dey add 2 d tehs....
anw, i juz wana highlite smth. i've said dis b4 n m gona say it again. if der's anth tt i said or did offend u, plz cum/approach me PERSONALLY n tell me abt it. i'd reali2 appreciate tt. instead of tellin my mistakes 2 a 3rd party (n esp if d 3rd party hv smth against me 4 wateva reason/s). coz i go by dis ruling: u nv tell, i'll nv noe. if u dun tell me wher i went wrong, den i wld hv nv known.
so as much as i've hurt u, u've hurt me d same. so we considered even nw, yess??
n 2 d 3rd party, nth u say can affect me anymore. i've decided nt 2 let ppl of d less importance in my lyf destroy my self confidence. i hvnt been d best of a person n m fully aware of it. n if i were 2 b judge by my imperfections, tts juz too bad. i dun hv 2 defend myself, coz u r in absolutely no position 2 judge me. its soo much easier 2 counter attack (w harsh n snide remarks) den to juz forgive. bt i choose 2 forgive u 4 all d unpleasant tings u said coz m a strong believer in karma n i wld prefer 2 let nature takes its course. Tuhan maha adil.
hv u gt a dose of ur own medicine??
n to Hafizah Bte Razali, i noe tt u said "der's no nid 2 thank me la gerl, tts wat frens r 4", stil i reali wana thank u fr d bottom of my hart 4 bein der juz wen i need it. coz u taught me d real meanin of 'a fren in need is a fren indeed'. juz 1 u 2 noe tt i treasure u lots n hvg tt said, i lurph u fyza!! hehe =p
"dlm persahabatan mesti ada keikhlasan; jgn kecil hati, jgn ambil hati & jgn simpan dlm hati"
ok ppl dun bother asking me wat izit all abt. coz i plan 2 kip it b/n me n fyza only. no names mentioned here coz i dun wan 2 'open up' otha ppl's flaw/s. lyk i've said b4, no one's perfect. so lets juz end it here la k. we get wat we giv aftall. i had mine, u had urs.
teh tariks, y'all!
ok m off 4 nw. nytes! =)
*.::.F@RN@ speaks her mind.::.*
11:56 PM
