aft soo long of nt eatg @ mac (yes! i mis eatg @ mac!!) yday finali gt 2 eat my fav fries n drink my fav ice lemon t! lol. n apart fr tt, i gt 2 eat fish n chic chips ltr durin d nite... damn satisfied lyk waattttt seh yday.... =p
here r sum over due pix (borrowed my grandpa's cammy n found sooo many overdue pix seh!)...
d 1st slideshow is taken durin d hols in jun, 2nd slideshow is durin laz yr's hari raya haji....
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11:56 PM
dis song is currently playg in my head... d song is soo cute la...
"You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over"
Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls
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3:32 PM
k dis entry is dedicated 2 izda...
beb, thk u so many2 la sbab ko da recommend kan aku keje... n aku tt tym pn reali2 in despo nid of $$... tho we gt 2 spend tym 2getha 4 a coupla days only, stil, i njoy ur company juz lyk d old days... hope u njoy my company as much... n 4 d record.......
HEPI 21st BERFDAY IZDAWATY!!!!!!! =p
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12:05 AM
plz pardon my absence 4 d past wk or so... bin quite bz... n yupz, m werkin PT, bt dis wk wil b my laz wk... waitg 4 replies fr raffles dubai hotel, wing tai asia n isetan...
me, shamie n naj went 2 raffles ct convention centre laz thur 4 d raffles dubai recruitmt... we were soo xcited lyk anyting, den d hr personnel told us tt interview sessions r oredy closed, so he asked us 2 fill up d applicatn form n attach our cv/resume w it... me n naj came prepared lah w our resumes, bt shamie met us along d way n she doesnt even noe xactly tt we'll b applyg a job dere (coz its supposed 2 b sum rdshows or smth lyk tt la)... so all 3 of us hepily fill up d form... i mean, its owez bin my dream 2 werk overseas... so aft attendin d briefin by anotha hr personnel, we hand in our resume n out 2 get our lunch!! n mind u its almoz 4pm, all of us r hungry lyk wattt n we walked fr ct hall all d way 2 hjh maimunah resto @ jln pisang (bugis)! punye lah panas! mcm nak bukak je baju seh! pi tkt nant org2 tekejots plak kan, so we scrapped d idea... aft eatg @ hjh maimunah, we lepak 4 a while @ kg glam cafe n i gt 2 drink my teh ice *weeee*...
n wen i gt home, it hit me lar "r u reali sure n ready 2 move 2 dubai in lyk 2 mths or so IF u r selected???" my ans: NO! well @ liz nt 4 nw lar, nx yr perhaps??
"bt opportunity only cums once, make it or break it" my ans: geez, tts true... i reali duno... we'll juz wait n c aite....
niwaes i tink 2 wks bek, my fam went 2 my grands' hse n since my uncle, aunty n cuzzins livin in USJ came down(dey stayed over @ my grands') so we decided 2 visit dem too la... n coincidently wak nor's fam oso came down, sooo CUZZINS REUNITE! lol. xcept amsyar wasnt ard lar... if nt it wld b complete seh n lyk wat bik nita said "lau amsyar ade lagi complete, mesti bpk (my grandpa) frame tu gbr!" lol!
all, oops, no, only 9 cuzzins (w/o amsyar)
cam whoring, as usual...
i juz llluuurrrvvveee pokin his cheeks lar!! i noe! its irritatin, bt i juz cldnt help it lar!!
Hafy: jgn kacau adeq! adeq agi main game!!
Me: *stil pokin his cheek* ooohhh... adeq agi main game aperrr????
Hafy: *chged his position... his back on me...*
n tt stil didnt stop me fr pokin his cheeks!! lol!
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1:38 AM
new catchy song by dewi sandra - i love you
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4:59 PM
dis entry is for my cuzzie, nurul(maissy)...
ei yul, rmb laz 2 nites i told u tt hafy appeared in TNP rite while we were chattin in msn... so i took a pic of d article, n its a bit blur lar... bt oh wells... so here's our lil 'supa soccer star' cuzzie, kickin' w S.T.Y.L.E.! lol!
bik hanis: kak ojit, u bought the new ppr tak on 8 jun? hafy appeared in an article, agi tendang bola...
mama: tau... tu la kak tgk muke bdk ni cam hafy je... mcm pernah ku lihat, tapi di mana... beh tgk btol2 agi, confirm ar die... muke korg smue ade kat situ!
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3:42 PM
dese ppl r my absolute lovesss, MY LOVE, MY LIFE... d ppl whu watch me grow, whom i've known my whole life n dey noe me deir whole life, givs me strength 2 carry on, whom i can owez count on n turn 2, providin me w everlastin supports, d ppl tt can giv me unconditional luv n d ppl whu makes me, ME... thx 4 always bein dere *sobss*
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12:22 AM
ok im pissed... youtube n rockyou's givin me probs... cant embed dem in my entry... jsdnfuebvc8en!! i tried editg my post 2 or 3 days ago, n nw stil cant c anyting... bc38rh3bchhiasjieubdh!!
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5:36 PM
Sum random dialogues durin d hol…
Scene 1 (Day 1)
We had dinner @ johnny’s steamboat located @ d summit (a shopg centre)… aft d dinner me n bik hanis went 2 d toilet 4 a while n den while searchg 4 d rez we bought sum buah asam (sour plum??), wateva la… so wen we found d rez, I offered evry1 d buah asam…
Me: uncle, nak buah asam? *handing him d plastic bag containg d buah asam*
Uncle Aidil: ah ketam??
Me: lerr, asal bleh jadi ketam plak… buah asam lah…
Dengs!
Scene 2 (Day 2)
All of us were juz sittin, chattin n watchg tv b4 gg out 2 petaling st n while waitg 4 maghrib (prayers) …
Bik Hanis: ei na, tadi ptg igt kan nak jln2 cari angin agi, abeh ko tdo plak…
Me: xcuse me, I was stil up til ard 4+ ok… bibik 2, tgh hari tdo, pas 2 bgn skejab, org tgk agi, die da tdo alek!
Bik Hanis: a’ah la, penat seh… aidil agi, trus gone! Adeq (she calls herself adeq, coz she’s d youngest in my mom’s fam) suro die tepi sikit, die move sikiiit je!
Uncle Aidil: u ckp tepi sikit pe, I move sikit je la…
Me: ah, lain kali ckp tepi byk!
Bik Hanis: hah, backing, backing! *points @ uncle*
Me: bkn backing… but fact watt…
Uncle Aidil: hah, fact pe…
Sooo random!
Scene 3 (Day 3)
D nite b4, me n bik hanis wanted 2 hv a movie marathon aft cumin bek fr petaling st n had supper @ a 24 hrs restaurant so in d morng while hvg breakfaz…
Bik Hanis: kul brape ko tdo smlm na?
Me: kul 3 lebih ar… u stood me up seh! Cam yeyer je movie marathon konon! Cett!
Mak (my grandma): crite ape ko tgk?
Me: cicak man, pas 2 igt kan nak tgk ghost rider n juz follow law, beh tgh bibik da gone, dgn uncle nye ngorok smue… tgk jam pn da kul 3+ naik tdo agi mulia seh!
Bik Hanis: ahahahahahahaks! Uncle mmg cam gi2, kdg2 bkn ngorok je, nant ade lah mulot die cam mengunyah2 bende lah, bunyi gigi die lah…
Me: huahuaks! Mama pn kdg2 cam 2 jgk seh!
Uncle Aidil: ape nye??
Bik Hanis: u tdo ngorok smue… 2 ar, I ckp u tak caye, lain kali I nak record ar! Nak jadikan evidence!
common scenario, where gt ppl wana say dey snore "mane ade, tak dgr pn!"... tgh tdo, nak dgr ape kebende!!
Scene 4 (Day 3)
In d rm, chging clothes, getting ready 2 go 2 kpg sri menanti…
Bik Hanis: tad pg mak ckp si hakim (my cuzzie) kene marah dgn paman n bik nita
Me: asal??!
Bik Hanis: coz he showed his test ppr which nids 2 b signed dis morng only, n seems lyk he didn’t do well 4 it…
Me: ehs?
Bik Hanis: tu bibik ckp, biase ar… IT RUNS IN D FAMILY!
Me: lol! If me I’ll juz sign it myself seh! I kan intl forger! Lol!
Bik Hanis: siot je ko! Da lame uat keje2 camni?? Bibik cam gini2 pn tetap honest seh… I’ll stil show, da uat slh pe, face it jelah, msk angin klua asap… agipn bpk (my grandpa)nye signature susa nak forge seh… tho its short, stil… sampai skg I cant forge otha ppl’s signature seh although it’s a simple initial of s or h or wateva…
Me: haiz… susa la cam ni…
Bik Hanis: tak cam ko, nak tipuu jer!
Me: bkn tipu, nak idop…
Yeah, rite!
Scene 5 (Day 3)
Upon reachin my foster grands hse… we were juz walkg n lookg @ d surroundg n breathin in fresh air (n since bik hanis’s kids hasn’t bin 2 a village b4)…
Me: adeq (hafy), wats tt? *points @ cow dung*
Hafy: *shakes head*
Me: tu name nye bullshit!
Hafy: BULLSHIT!
Me & Bik Hanis: lol! BULLSHIT!
Hafy: *repeatg us*
Bik Hanis: eh na, ko jgn ajar die yg bkn2 ek! Nant die ikot tau!
Me: huahuaks! Bullshit! *w hafy repeatg me*
Bik Hanis: kak ojit (calls out 2 my mum) tgk ar!
Me: lol!
Bad xample! Hehh…
Scene 6 (Day 3)
While eatg lunch…
Bik Ani (Bik Hanis’s maid): mari saya suapkan (feed d kids)
Bik Hanis: takpe la bik, bibik suap sampai bsk tak abes (coz d maid pampered dem), takpe saye suapkan dorg… HANY ADLIENA! HAFY ADLEE! Cepat sini mkn!!
Wonder hw wld it b lyk if I’ve gt kids of my own… haizzz…
Scene 7 (Day 3)
Watchg tv, m searchg 4 d remote control, den found it near my grandma, so I asked her 2 pass me d controls…
Me: mak pass kan remote kontrol tu plz
Bik Hanis: hahahaks, remote krontol (reminiscing wen rammy, I tink, calls it wen she was much younger)
I noe, it doesn’t sounds rite seh! Krontol! Lol!
Scene 8 (Day 4)
Early in d morng ard 7+ or 8+ lyk tt, all of us were hvg breakfaz…
Nek (my foster grandma): ahh, ni die, telor ayam kpg setgh masak… sedap nii…
Uncle Aidil: ape beza telor ayam kpg dgn telor biase??
Mama: khasiat nye lain…
Uncle Aidil: lain mcm mane??
Papa: khasiat nye lebih kuat agi… more internal strength!
*laffters*
Me: ma I 1 *points at her cup of tea* yong peng… eh! Teh! (was abt 2 say tea but I said yong peng instead coz uncle aidil was talkin 2 mama n papa abt stopg @ yong peng 2 buy honey, so tt’s hw sudd yong peng cums out fr my mouth!)
Nek: knape bleh jad yong peng plak ni… die terikot mama die ckp rupe nye…
Papa: die maseh blom bgn agi ar… otak blom digest agi!
Uncle Aidil: ko ok tak na?? *givin tt sheepish smile*
Bik Hanis: tu ar, blom mandi kan ko!
Me: alah, hany n hafy pn blom mandi, uncle pn blom mandi!
Wat did I say abt my mouth werks faster den my brain… geez…
Scene 9 (Day 4)
Headg bek 2 spore, bt b4 tt both my dad n uncle aidil sent d cars 4 washg bhind new york hotel, jb, so all of us lepak @ banafe 24 hrs rest. Hafy was soo sleepy n so he slept while sittin on bik hanis lap (i was sittin bside dem)... me n bik hanis disturbed him 2 make him awake... i took hafy's gameboy n tried playg sum games...
Bik Hanis: game ape ko main na?
Me: spongebob squarepants!
Bik Hanis: eh adeq, kak non main spongebob squarepants!
Mama: ko tau ke main??
Me: hehh... tak... hentam jelah!
Bik Hanis: adeq, tgk kak main btol ke tak tu
*upon hearin tt im playg his gameboy, he wakes up n feels fresh sudd! bvbguyenjkandhweb!!*
Me: ah hafy, ni camne ni??
Hafy & Hany (whu gt up fr her sit n went over 2 me): press b n a only... b 2 move, a 2 jump...
Me: alamak ni camne deq??
Hafy: *took d gameboy fr me n cont playg d game*
Me: wahh... trus tak ngantok!
Bik Hanis: lol! tu taktik nye! die lau pasal game jer mesti bgn!
Haizz... kids nowadays...
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11:11 PM
ok ppl, im bek... hol was F.U.N., reali... i truly njoyed myself... y? coz i got 2 mit my luvly lil cuzzies! hee... i've gt nth much 2 say rite nw... my mind is sooo blank... duno y oso... went 2 my aunty n uncle's hse @ USJ n oso stayed 1 nite @ my foster grands hse @ kpg sri menanti, sumwher in negeri sembilan (so cute lar my lil cuzzies upon seeing all d chickens, goose n turkey in d backyard)... n yes, i did gv bik nita (my aunt) a bearie hugg, n juz as i xpected, she's all smiles n stil d aunt i noe... nt a lil bit of sadness on her face... bt whu noes in her hart rite... she's stil her chatty self... even stayed up w me on d 1st nite i was dere n chatted til ard 1+am b4 both of us retire 4 d day... m soo gona miz her... hw i wish i cld b as strong as her... n smth she told me tt i'll always rmb, "sblom tdo, ampunkan lah smue org dgn ikhlas, u'll feel much beta d nx day n wake up w a new energy." (b4 slpg, 4giv evry1 sincerely,...) n so i tried it b4 slpg tt nite n yes, true enuff i feel soo much beta wen i woke up d nx day... so don underestimate d POWER OF FORGIVING... reali... i feel a whole load of shit off my shoulders... no more hard feelins, no more -ve tots...
n smth happened durin d hol tt was reali hartenin... on 1st day oso me n bik hanis (oso anotha 1 of my close aunts) went walkg2 ard d area n we settled @ d playgrd n so we talked 4 an hr or so... she told me smth which makes me luuurrrvvvee my whole family (dis includes my aunties n uncles n my dearez cuzzies) more den eva... tho i mite go tru sum shits in my hse (or elsewher la), bik hanis told me "dun worry la na, u hv strong backings fr mak (my grandma), wak nor (my 1st aunt), bik nita (my aunt livin @ USJ) n myself (bik hanis)." n m pretty sure tt my dearez cuzzies whom i grew up w, namely, nurul (maissy), ramizah (rammy) n zawanah (zawwy) wil owez b dere supportg me n sharin deir llluuurrrvvvee w me (rite anot?? hehhs...) so yeah, here n foremoz i wld lyk 2 say tt I LURRVVEE ALL MY FAM MEMBAS, y'all r my evryting (ur blood runs in my body n vice versa)... oh n of coz i luv all my frens too la (fair n square ok), w/o y'all wats d meang of lyf... n no more hard feelins lyk i've said earlier, i've 4given evry1 fr d bottom of my hart...
ooohhh yaa... naj msged y'day... asked whetha wana hv dinner 2nite... told her i cant make it lar... obviously i cant go out if im broke rite... n so i told her tt i dun tink m gg out til i get a job real soon coz m soo supa broke rite nw n m in despo nid of $$! hee... ok ppl til den, i'll elaborate more on d hol ltr... here r sum random pix fr d hol... stil gt more la n waitg 4 my aunt 2 send me more pix (lyk duno wen's tt gona b... gakk...)
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1:34 AM
m suppose 2 pek my bag coz my fam wil b leavg spore @ 5.30am (btw its 12.40am nw)... bt here i m, bloggin instead... y?? coz m supa frustrated tt i cant catch Dirty Dancing Havana Nights on sat nite (ok, isnt it lyk 2nite??)! i've watched it once lar, bt i wana watch it again!! d lead actor, Diego Luna's character in d show makes him C.U.T.E., in my opinion... n he's soo sensual in tt show larr!! bahh!! so u ppl whu'll b @ hm, GO WATCH IT on Channel 5! (tym nt sure la, hee =p) fine, i'll go pek my bag nw... ok bye. hehhs... wil b bek on tue...
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12:28 AM
ok so on wed aft claz, my fam w a coupla dad's frens went 2 eat d mee upih(noodles on a type of leaf) @ new hawa rest. @ simpang bedok... n we ordered rojak char kuey n tahu kering n it cums w century eggs... so i tasted d century egg n it taste a bit funny seh... so wen d mee arrived we were soo shocked 2 c tt it cums in a big serving (it costs $6 per plate u noe)! oredy we ate satay n d rojak n nw we had 2 finish d mee!! i was oredy @ marginal utility wen d mee arrived n wen i ate d mee halfway, m supa full oredy... bt i told myself, "u can do dis farna... u can finish d fd"... bt almoz 3/4 way im reali @ total utility, so i tell my mom "ma, im givin up!" n my ma says "pelan2 abis kan (slowly finish it)"... n wen my mum saw hw slow is MY slow, she finali said "k lah, tak abis bungkus je lar (cant finish juz tapao)" n she said tt coz she oso cant finish her's! geez... [dose of u whu r clueless abt marginal utility n total utility, don bother, its actuali sumting 2 do w economics, i tink... biz stds shld noe la ek..]
n m gg off 2 my uncle's hse in USJ mayb later 2nite or early sat morng... my aunt's dad passed away ard a wk ago... n nt sure whetha gt kenduri arwah 7 hari nye ke tak... haizzz... it muz b very hard 4 her... she's 1 of my closest aunties n she told me b4 tt her dad is 1 of d moz sensible person on earth... saddenin seh he had 2 go so soon... seems tt he had hart attack... k la, mayb its tym 4 him 2 go... bt nevatheless i blif my aunt wil make it tru... she's strong, in fact she's stronger den me, so yeah... wen i reach her hse, i'll make sure i'll giv her a bearie hugg!
anw here's d pix @ amirah's grill taken laz fri... (thx shamie 4 d pix! tho its a bit overdue, hee.. =p)
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1:48 PM
