dis entry is 4 sum1, u shld noe whu u r.... whetha u r readg dis or not, it doesnt meta.... i juz nid 2 spill dis out....
u don cum in2 my lyf now n say dat u r dissappointed coz afta soo long im stil d same, fm d day dat u met me up til nw.... plz ah, dont xpek ppl 2 chg overnite.... or in dis instance a coupla mths.... wen my hart's not open, den its not open kays, u cant force-open it... n u nv tell me whetha u r waitg oso... u juz came, throw swetness ard lyk its soo free, silence 4 duno how long, den came bek n say dat u tetap same, dari d 1st tym i jumpe u sampai skg, u tetap blom nak bukak ati u, alasan u same je, 'not ready 2 make commitmt'... i 2nggu kan u sampai i sakit, im lonely n sad... blah blah blah.... if u tink by makin dis statemts, chances 4 me 2 open up my hart, well truth is IT DOESNT WERK DAT WAY! fine, im sori if i've made ur lyf lonely, sad, miserable, fall sick n all d tings lah.... but den again, U CANT PUT ALL D BLAME ON ME... if u r sincere enuff 2 b my fren, im willing 2 b ur fren too n if u r my fren means u r my fren unless stated otherwise... plz undastand, m hepi wif lyf rite nw.... patience is d key 2 reach me, pple don say im diif 2 handle 4 notin.... "if u luv sum1 let it go, if dey cum bek its urs, dats how u noe"
anyways, m in d free access lab nw... finished skul at 1 2day, den went mac 2 chill out... ard 1.40 we all blah coz d mk0401 peeps got claz n ends at 3, den d mk0403 peeps doin deir own stuff (same name had 2 go hm coz ltr she givin tuitn, naj n fiza in e-plaza duno do wat oso)..... so me n rits make our way 2 d lab (coz i hv a biz law meetg wif my teammates).... oh ya, i've got a french name, Félicie (fi-li-si).... tried 2 cek out d meang 4 dis name n all i can conclude is dat it means fortunate/happiness! which coincides wif my original name which means joy/happiness! hehehehe... haizzz.... a lot of tings goin on nw... c lah, sch juz strated n we hv sooo many tings 2 do oredy =( diz wk muz hand up biz law leaflet den nx mon muz hand up mktg mgmt ica 1.... bah! oh manz, i hope dat my menses wont cum dis wk lah, esp not 2day since its only lyk how many more hrs den we can break fast oredy... if cum nw den my whole day is wasted, juz lyk same name! she fast den at 6.03 she got her ting! ahahahahahahahahaks!! oh well, i'll stop nw...
*.::.F@RN@ speaks her mind.::.*
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