Saturday, April 21, 2007
i juz don undastand y moms r soo emo... tgk tv pon bleh nangis... haizzz... k, mayb i'll end up lyk tt 1 day, bt plz, jauhkan lah! slalu seh, tgk crite je mesti nangis, n its lyk almoz evryday ar! y?? coz she always watch dis sinetron intan on rcti(indo tv station) which is aired everyday at 7pm (spore tym)... my mum -> too emo, me?? my dad says : "ko tu takde perasaan!"... bedek seh... lau takde prasaan tak kan lah bleh ketawe, hurt, sedih, smile etc... i duno y bt i juz cant bring myself 2 cry in public... i gues its all abt pride ar... even if sumtin reali touches me, tetap control macho! ahaks! i only cry 2 ppl whu r close 2 me, 2 pon dose whom i feel comfortable wif... n tt (cryin on ppl's shoulder) rarely occur... y?? coz i've learnt 2 go tru wateva's written 4 me dgn lebih tegar (stronger), nnnn... aku tak suke kelihatan rapuh (fragile, brittle)! so yeah, i told u, its abt PRIDE...anw tt aside... actuali i was makin a long entry on my trip 2 melaka wen unfortunately i switched off my lappie's power w/o realising tt i didnt insert d batt(i was only usin d ac), soo everyting's gone n i don bother 2 retype abt it nw... haiz... at tyms (ok mayb moz of d tym!), my stupidity noes no boundary... wat 2 do... I NID A JOB LAR! im soo tired of stayin at hm oredy seh... n again hate doin hsechores... a guy (an acquintance) told me once tt i'll make a gd mommy 1 day, bt nw i realise tt's nt reali true aft all... so again 2 my future hubby (only God noes whu), dun xpect soo much fm me la k esp wen it cums 2 hsewerks, m a big loser at doin tt (confessions, aku sedar diri beb!)... can any1 recommend me any jobs, bt supa2 plz, nt a deskbound job! reali, i CANNOT make it lar! ipp is enuff 4 n eye opener (or mayb lyk wat fyza said; bkn eye jer, skull opener skali! wakaka!)...oh ya, i gt addicted 2 dis song by VE ft Datuk A.Rahman Hassan - Tak Mengapa... nt much of d lyric or story behind d song ar (its abt bein jilted, gagal dlm bercinta wateva crap la) bt wat makes me addicted 2 it is its melody/beat very d ol' skool seh, soo d pop yeh yeh! huahuaks!! mcm cute lar... apart fm tt is oso d harmonious vocals of VE... u mite wana listen 2 it, til den... nitey =p

*.::.F@RN@ speaks her mind.::.*
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