Saturday, April 21, 2007

i juz don undastand y moms r soo emo... tgk tv pon bleh nangis... haizzz... k, mayb i'll end up lyk tt 1 day, bt plz, jauhkan lah! slalu seh, tgk crite je mesti nangis, n its lyk almoz evryday ar! y?? coz she always watch dis sinetron intan on rcti(indo tv station) which is aired everyday at 7pm (spore tym)... my mum -> too emo, me?? my dad says : "ko tu takde perasaan!"... bedek seh... lau takde prasaan tak kan lah bleh ketawe, hurt, sedih, smile etc... i duno y bt i juz cant bring myself 2 cry in public... i gues its all abt pride ar... even if sumtin reali touches me, tetap control macho! ahaks! i only cry 2 ppl whu r close 2 me, 2 pon dose whom i feel comfortable wif... n tt (cryin on ppl's shoulder) rarely occur... y?? coz i've learnt 2 go tru wateva's written 4 me dgn lebih tegar (stronger), nnnn... aku tak suke kelihatan rapuh (fragile, brittle)! so yeah, i told u, its abt PRIDE...

anw tt aside... actuali i was makin a long entry on my trip 2 melaka wen unfortunately i switched off my lappie's power w/o realising tt i didnt insert d batt(i was only usin d ac), soo everyting's gone n i don bother 2 retype abt it nw... haiz... at tyms (ok mayb moz of d tym!), my stupidity noes no boundary... wat 2 do... I NID A JOB LAR! im soo tired of stayin at hm oredy seh... n again hate doin hsechores... a guy (an acquintance) told me once tt i'll make a gd mommy 1 day, bt nw i realise tt's nt reali true aft all... so again 2 my future hubby (only God noes whu), dun xpect soo much fm me la k esp wen it cums 2 hsewerks, m a big loser at doin tt (confessions, aku sedar diri beb!)... can any1 recommend me any jobs, bt supa2 plz, nt a deskbound job! reali, i CANNOT make it lar! ipp is enuff 4 n eye opener (or mayb lyk wat fyza said; bkn eye jer, skull opener skali! wakaka!)...

oh ya, i gt addicted 2 dis song by VE ft Datuk A.Rahman Hassan - Tak Mengapa... nt much of d lyric or story behind d song ar (its abt bein jilted, gagal dlm bercinta wateva crap la) bt wat makes me addicted 2 it is its melody/beat very d ol' skool seh, soo d pop yeh yeh! huahuaks!! mcm cute lar... apart fm tt is oso d harmonious vocals of VE... u mite wana listen 2 it, til den... nitey =p

V.E - Tak Mengapa....


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bOrN iN kK, gReW uP iN bEdOk, MaTuRe In YiShUn...
- cheerful, bright, loud
- luvs d colour orange
- short tempered at tyms
- u can talk abt anyting n evryting w me
- m quite opinionated, which sumtyms scares me
- self conscious moz of d tym
- m not necessarily nice, den again if u nice 2 me i nice 2 u (bt get dis, i hate hypocrisy n politics of any kind) contradictin?? i duno, u decide.. whu cares anw
- too straight forward at tyms
- m adaptable 2 chgs (reason being is coz i get bored easily, gues gettin/makin chgs runs in my blood)
- m nt reali judgmental (whu m i 2 judge ppl rite..)
- prefer 2 tink rationally 1st b4 actg
- difficult 2 handle n hard 2 tame, unless u've gt d rite key
- my mouth werks faster den my brain n my stupidity noes no boundary (both at tyms… ok, moz of d tym!) n dis scares me too
- if u r in 4 backstabbing n betrayals, 2 bad, u cant play my game n stay far2 away fr me
- i dun take blame 4 tings i didnt do, juz lyk how i dont take credits 4 tings i didnt do
- my facial expression is lyk an open bk, sumtyms i dont hv 2 say anyting, its all written clearly
- failure is unlikely 2 disturb me too much coz fr dere i learn 2 rebound fr adversity (wats d meaning of success w/o a failure)
- i treasure n appreciate all my frens n luved ones (i may nt always b dere physically bt plz do noe tt y’all always b in my mind n hart, I SWEAR)
- i nv hate ppl, bt if u do hate me 4 wateva reasons, i 4giv u, reali
- plz get dis straight...don judge a bk by its cover...b my fren 1st den u'll noe...

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