Friday, June 08, 2007

ok ppl, im bek... hol was F.U.N., reali... i truly njoyed myself... y? coz i got 2 mit my luvly lil cuzzies! hee... i've gt nth much 2 say rite nw... my mind is sooo blank... duno y oso... went 2 my aunty n uncle's hse @ USJ n oso stayed 1 nite @ my foster grands hse @ kpg sri menanti, sumwher in negeri sembilan (so cute lar my lil cuzzies upon seeing all d chickens, goose n turkey in d backyard)... n yes, i did gv bik nita (my aunt) a bearie hugg, n juz as i xpected, she's all smiles n stil d aunt i noe... nt a lil bit of sadness on her face... bt whu noes in her hart rite... she's stil her chatty self... even stayed up w me on d 1st nite i was dere n chatted til ard 1+am b4 both of us retire 4 d day... m soo gona miz her... hw i wish i cld b as strong as her... n smth she told me tt i'll always rmb, "sblom tdo, ampunkan lah smue org dgn ikhlas, u'll feel much beta d nx day n wake up w a new energy." (b4 slpg, 4giv evry1 sincerely,...) n so i tried it b4 slpg tt nite n yes, true enuff i feel soo much beta wen i woke up d nx day... so don underestimate d POWER OF FORGIVING... reali... i feel a whole load of shit off my shoulders... no more hard feelins, no more -ve tots...

n smth happened durin d hol tt was reali hartenin... on 1st day oso me n bik hanis (oso anotha 1 of my close aunts) went walkg2 ard d area n we settled @ d playgrd n so we talked 4 an hr or so... she told me smth which makes me luuurrrvvvee my whole family (dis includes my aunties n uncles n my dearez cuzzies) more den eva... tho i mite go tru sum shits in my hse (or elsewher la), bik hanis told me "dun worry la na, u hv strong backings fr mak (my grandma), wak nor (my 1st aunt), bik nita (my aunt livin @ USJ) n myself (bik hanis)." n m pretty sure tt my dearez cuzzies whom i grew up w, namely, nurul (maissy), ramizah (rammy) n zawanah (zawwy) wil owez b dere supportg me n sharin deir llluuurrrvvvee w me (rite anot?? hehhs...) so yeah, here n foremoz i wld lyk 2 say tt I LURRVVEE ALL MY FAM MEMBAS, y'all r my evryting (ur blood runs in my body n vice versa)... oh n of coz i luv all my frens too la (fair n square ok), w/o y'all wats d meang of lyf... n no more hard feelins lyk i've said earlier, i've 4given evry1 fr d bottom of my hart...

ooohhh yaa... naj msged y'day... asked whetha wana hv dinner 2nite... told her i cant make it lar... obviously i cant go out if im broke rite... n so i told her tt i dun tink m gg out til i get a job real soon coz m soo supa broke rite nw n m in despo nid of $$! hee... ok ppl til den, i'll elaborate more on d hol ltr... here r sum random pix fr d hol... stil gt more la n waitg 4 my aunt 2 send me more pix (lyk duno wen's tt gona b... gakk...)




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23/09/1986
Graduated fr NYP w Dip In Marketing
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bOrN iN kK, gReW uP iN bEdOk, MaTuRe In YiShUn...
- cheerful, bright, loud
- luvs d colour orange
- short tempered at tyms
- u can talk abt anyting n evryting w me
- m quite opinionated, which sumtyms scares me
- self conscious moz of d tym
- m not necessarily nice, den again if u nice 2 me i nice 2 u (bt get dis, i hate hypocrisy n politics of any kind) contradictin?? i duno, u decide.. whu cares anw
- too straight forward at tyms
- m adaptable 2 chgs (reason being is coz i get bored easily, gues gettin/makin chgs runs in my blood)
- m nt reali judgmental (whu m i 2 judge ppl rite..)
- prefer 2 tink rationally 1st b4 actg
- difficult 2 handle n hard 2 tame, unless u've gt d rite key
- my mouth werks faster den my brain n my stupidity noes no boundary (both at tyms… ok, moz of d tym!) n dis scares me too
- if u r in 4 backstabbing n betrayals, 2 bad, u cant play my game n stay far2 away fr me
- i dun take blame 4 tings i didnt do, juz lyk how i dont take credits 4 tings i didnt do
- my facial expression is lyk an open bk, sumtyms i dont hv 2 say anyting, its all written clearly
- failure is unlikely 2 disturb me too much coz fr dere i learn 2 rebound fr adversity (wats d meaning of success w/o a failure)
- i treasure n appreciate all my frens n luved ones (i may nt always b dere physically bt plz do noe tt y’all always b in my mind n hart, I SWEAR)
- i nv hate ppl, bt if u do hate me 4 wateva reasons, i 4giv u, reali
- plz get dis straight...don judge a bk by its cover...b my fren 1st den u'll noe...

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