Friday, June 08, 2007
ok ppl, im bek... hol was F.U.N., reali... i truly njoyed myself... y? coz i got 2 mit my luvly lil cuzzies! hee... i've gt nth much 2 say rite nw... my mind is sooo blank... duno y oso... went 2 my aunty n uncle's hse @ USJ n oso stayed 1 nite @ my foster grands hse @ kpg sri menanti, sumwher in negeri sembilan (so cute lar my lil cuzzies upon seeing all d chickens, goose n turkey in d backyard)... n yes, i did gv bik nita (my aunt) a bearie hugg, n juz as i xpected, she's all smiles n stil d aunt i noe... nt a lil bit of sadness on her face... bt whu noes in her hart rite... she's stil her chatty self... even stayed up w me on d 1st nite i was dere n chatted til ard 1+am b4 both of us retire 4 d day... m soo gona miz her... hw i wish i cld b as strong as her... n smth she told me tt i'll always rmb, "sblom tdo, ampunkan lah smue org dgn ikhlas, u'll feel much beta d nx day n wake up w a new energy." (b4 slpg, 4giv evry1 sincerely,...) n so i tried it b4 slpg tt nite n yes, true enuff i feel soo much beta wen i woke up d nx day... so don underestimate d POWER OF FORGIVING... reali... i feel a whole load of shit off my shoulders... no more hard feelins, no more -ve tots...n smth happened durin d hol tt was reali hartenin... on 1st day oso me n bik hanis (oso anotha 1 of my close aunts) went walkg2 ard d area n we settled @ d playgrd n so we talked 4 an hr or so... she told me smth which makes me luuurrrvvvee my whole family (dis includes my aunties n uncles n my dearez cuzzies) more den eva... tho i mite go tru sum shits in my hse (or elsewher la), bik hanis told me "dun worry la na, u hv strong backings fr mak (my grandma), wak nor (my 1st aunt), bik nita (my aunt livin @ USJ) n myself (bik hanis)." n m pretty sure tt my dearez cuzzies whom i grew up w, namely, nurul (maissy), ramizah (rammy) n zawanah (zawwy) wil owez b dere supportg me n sharin deir llluuurrrvvvee w me (rite anot?? hehhs...) so yeah, here n foremoz i wld lyk 2 say tt I LURRVVEE ALL MY FAM MEMBAS, y'all r my evryting (ur blood runs in my body n vice versa)... oh n of coz i luv all my frens too la (fair n square ok), w/o y'all wats d meang of lyf... n no more hard feelins lyk i've said earlier, i've 4given evry1 fr d bottom of my hart...ooohhh yaa... naj msged y'day... asked whetha wana hv dinner 2nite... told her i cant make it lar... obviously i cant go out if im broke rite... n so i told her tt i dun tink m gg out til i get a job real soon coz m soo supa broke rite nw n m in despo nid of $$! hee... ok ppl til den, i'll elaborate more on d hol ltr... here r sum random pix fr d hol... stil gt more la n waitg 4 my aunt 2 send me more pix (lyk duno wen's tt gona b... gakk...)

*.::.F@RN@ speaks her mind.::.*
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